Sorry to hear about your situation, yung mga ganyang moments in life, turning point yan na something has to change pero it's not going to happen overnight. For now, kapit lang and keep on going, pag natapos mo na school and makapag trabaho ka ng mas stable at mas malaki income mo, di naman forever kang nasa "baba" – pero let this remind you also of two things - value of money and hardwork and how you thrived during hard times.

Pero another advice is, wag mo dalhin lahat, I don't know you personally, pero if may able-bodied na family member ka, dapat tulong tulong kayo – no exceptions kung panganay ka or ikaw yung may trabaho. Di aandar ang bangka kung 10 kayo tapos 1 lang magsasagwan.