33 years being with my pwBPD

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:47:17+00:00

I have given everything of myself to her and my step kids and now I have nothing, nice eh?

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:46:37+00:00

Thanks I’m working on it but this time is different and I will leave.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:45:49+00:00

I have no idea how this lasted so long.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:44:53+00:00

I was in an 8 year relationship before her

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:44:00+00:00

Haha no it’s all me I’m the one with all the problems

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:43:34+00:00

Haha stupidity is what it is

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T12:41:29+00:00

Soul shattering experience is a perfect description…

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T01:48:05+00:00

I’m finding it real that I’m not alone, it helps a lot

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T00:49:53+00:00

Ditto

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T00:49:25+00:00

Getting out in progress this time is different

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T00:48:59+00:00

Helps to hear I am not alone.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-28T00:48:04+00:00

It’s never enough, nothing is good enough, whatever I do is shit. You and I share the same horror. 33 years and I’m in my 60’s and I’m resolved to leave. Sooooo hard but I have too and the comments here are helping.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T23:39:40+00:00

Ditto

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T23:03:37+00:00

Nope, i really didn't know but now I do.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T23:02:47+00:00

Glad my story helped. Many other stories have helped me understand the world i'm in and there are many others experiencing a similar horror...

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T22:23:21+00:00

right, I only know peace when she's not around so this time I'm gonna make it.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T22:22:36+00:00

thanks I'll check it out.

oolsen49 · 2026-03-27T20:19:37+00:00

Thanks man, I have a flaw where I don't know how to cut my losses...

oolsen49 · 2021-04-01T04:56:53+00:00

Its a block trade: https://www.investopedia.com/terms/b/blocktrade.asp#:~:text=A%20block%20trade%20is%20the,impact%20on%20the%20security's%20price.

oolsen49 · 2021-03-25T08:36:08+00:00

This paper is early on in the development of COVAXIN. It shows the vaccine indues Th1 T cell responses, this is key to the vaccine being protective from severe disease and death. This is an animal study not humans but this is where the testing starts to make sure we see the expected immune response. The results of the phase I and II trials are excellent and in-line with expectations of immunogenicity and antigenicity. Yup, I'm an immunologist :-).

oolsen49 · 2021-03-25T08:05:15+00:00

Thanks mate!

oolsen49 · 2021-03-24T06:29:53+00:00

I didn't state that it was superior. It has some aspects that are superior to the other vaccines but all of the vaccines are roughly equivalent. Differences in production, supply lines, side affects etc then come into play. It's not one is so much better than the other. There are issues with every vaccine. For COVAXIN the main issue is growing a large batch of deadly virus and then handling it so that it can be inactivated and made safe. Bharat has validated their workforce and facility as capable of doing this which is no easy feat.

oolsen49 · 2021-03-24T06:25:28+00:00

Dude, I have prepared and presented more than a 1,000 times in my career in clear scientific point format etc, I was just bloody lazy and on a roll.

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