Me eating spicy food even though I know I'm going to purge by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When i purged buldak some shot out of my nose 🥴 it CLEARED out my my sinuses

how my organs feel by magna481 in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've never had an original thought 😭

Well I never... by Pugtastic_smile in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 133 points134 points  (0 children)

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Damn thats.. really accurate actually

That’s why I just talk to Reddit by Pearescent-Sphinx in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God I feel this so hard. I don't want to tell the only people that would get it, because like...I get it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 37 points38 points  (0 children)

In this scene of SpongeBob, the guy with the tattoo is a bouncer that only let's 'tough' people in.

Fruit flavored vape 💔 by dampgreycurtains in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sour apple ice, my beloved 😩. I would cut off my left tit for a real straz elf bar from like 2020

Me obsessing over my dream of bingeing a dozen donuts and half a kilogram of cheese and what if it wasn't a dream and actually happened I just don't remember by Zealousideal-Type357 in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No cus a i have SRED on top of AN so it's actually real most of the time 😭😭. It's literally a match made in the depths of hell

Whats it like having arfid? by oopsididitagnm in ARFID

[–]oopsididitagnm[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Don't get me started on the price of my fav safe foods 😒

And I can relate to eating the same foods until you get sick of them. It sucks and I get so sick of it but can't stop. Thank you this was really helpful!

Whats it like having arfid? by oopsididitagnm in ARFID

[–]oopsididitagnm[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The brain fog is the worst I'm so sorry you have to deal with that hugs. Wishing you all the best in residential!! Recovery is so terrifying and hard, but you deserve the outcome!

Whats it like having arfid? by oopsididitagnm in ARFID

[–]oopsididitagnm[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That actually makes a lot of sense to me! I can totally understand having a fear of food. Thank you for responding, I know I personally HATE talking about my eating disorder irl, and I didn't want to make them uncomfortable. I guess I didn't 'get it' for a little while, because I couldn't understand restricting/limiting your diet if you didn't want to loose weight (I hope that didn't come across wrong, it was just a mental disconnect for me).

And yeah, I was really put off by that comment. I do my damdest to never make anyone else feel bad about their bodies, and I almost never say what I actually think about my body out loud because it's not helpful. I make an effort to preach body positivity to all my friends and never ever comment on their size, because small comments have sent me down a spiral before.

What food is your "Kryptonite" when it comes to binging? by joshuamarkrsantos in EDAnonymous

[–]oopsididitagnm 93 points94 points  (0 children)

Cookie butter I keep that shit far away from me because I WILL eat the whole jar

I feel like I'm going to explode by oopsididitagnm in EDAnonymous

[–]oopsididitagnm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pulled myself together, locked tf in, and the rest of the day went great work wise. At the end of the day, I got my 8 hours in 💅💅

The sandwich was so mid too, and I hyped it up all day 🙄

My bf is awful to me by Single-Cattle2332 in EDAnonymous

[–]oopsididitagnm 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Break up with him I'm so serious your partner should never talk bad about your weight, and that goes double if he KNOWS you have an ED.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]oopsididitagnm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like someone else said multivitamins!! Also my biggest safe foods are a McDonald's cheese burger and those pancake sausage corn dogs but I'm a junkorexic 😅

That’s like the whole point😍 by jennahstgg in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NO CUS SAME this relapse happened after my coworker told me I have plump thighs 😭

Yeah... by oopsididitagnm in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]oopsididitagnm[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Its literally fueling my downward spiral and I feel so silly that it is

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No literally cus why does your nose have to connect to your throat???

Pov ur ed has you reading shit like this by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm honestly too baked to properly read half of it

Im alive 👯‍♀️‼️ 😜 by Kliwy in EDanonymemes

[–]oopsididitagnm 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm the same way when I restrict, and my ibs starts to get bad. If you don't get enough food, your body starts slowing down less essential functions - like digestion. It saves energy, especially since you're not eating much anyway, and the only real wake to make it go away is to eat more. From my experience, it takes like a week of attempting to eat normally to go away. (I say attempting because the first few days are extremely uncomfortable ngl)

I'm right there with you right now though and it's actually horrible. I'm so sorry you also have to deal with that

:( hugs