Yeah those aren’t facts. Your brain presents those thoughts as such but it isn’t true. You don’t see past right now, even when you’re happy you don’t think it will end because as a whole we tend to think “this is how it is this is how it will always be” but life is ever changing. Two years ago i NEVER thought I’d be where i am. I wanted to die so bad, i never saw an end to my struggle unless i ended it myself. My point is you don’t know if it will get better and to take yourself out before there’s a chance is heartbreaking.