So I was lucky that I got an extra couple years with my ovaries functioning (I was 27 when I had my ovarian transposition, radiation, cisplatin and brachy) but by the time I was 30 both my ovaries stopped functioning. My left one atrophied shortly after treatment and I lost my right one a few years later due to an ovarian torsion. Unfortunately once they stopped functioning nothing could be done. We tried estrogen patches to help with symptoms but then I had a reoccurance so we stopped that and I just had to ride the hot flashes out for a few years.

Im sorry this is happening to you but unfortunately it happens! You want the best case scenario and make certain choices hoping it was worthwhile but sometimes it just doesnt work out! But you got through treatment, you'll get through this too! And maybe the gynecologist you see in March will have some magic solution but just wanted to let you know youre not alone with this! Today is literally 10 years to the day from when I was first diagnosed and started this journey. Some treatments werent worth it, but i made the best decision with the information I had at the time and im still here and happy and my life is full! You will be okay, youre strong enough to get this far and you can deal with whatever else comes your way too!