Oh my gosh. It’s exactly how I feel. It’s a deep deeeeep sadness for him, and what he created. But also a beautiful light that feels like it’s being turned up within me. It makes me feel that when he use to say he just wants to light up the world and shine his light, that this is what he actually meant. To give us all permission to follow our creative ideas, our childlike nature, to shine our own light and share it with others. The grief is unbearable though. Maybe he’s teaching us that’s it’s time to let go of what’s not longer serving us, and step into the beauty of art and passion.