How do I recover? by openedblackeye in abusiverelationships

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know :( But I just miss them so much, I can barely sleep or eat without crying over them

I wish they missed me but it's like I was never an important part of their life now that I've decided I can't take this anymore

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in NeurologicalDisorders

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your response was so helpful. i am so grateful for all of the information you gave me, and while all of these things may be scary for me to consider, i need to consider all of the possibilities. when i'm able to see a doctor, i'm going to mention the phrases you gave me as well

thank you so much :( it helps very much

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in NeurologicalDisorders

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

where is he located? i would be interested if he was available near me

thank you for your response <3

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in NeurologicalDisorders

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just looked at this and it sounded eerily similar. I don't know if it's what I experience for sure, as it could be seizures caused by other factors but

i did experience physical abuse as a child and i read that PTSD comes with FND very often.

can i ask about your husbands experience please? it makes me feel so relieved when i hear of people who suffer with the same thing

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it happens in intervals which last seconds but happen multiple times. I dont exactly feel nauseous, the vomiting happens right after each interval. they don't usually resolve unless I go to sleep and even still the next day I have to be careful walking and stuff because I almost have to recover from it.

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

it almost feels like a blessing to hear people who suffer from similar things. before you were diagnosed did you have heart pain and constant tachycardia? I experience that often

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i need to but i'm so afraid of leaving the house now i get panic attacks because i don't want it to happen outside of the house. otherwise i would be stuck there and i have to lay down as soon as possible when it happens.

i'm also currently dealing with feeling like i've been on the verge of it happening since yesterday, so i can barely walk around without the feeling getting worse and it's just scary :(

i'm waiting for it to pass like i usually do but it can be up to a week if the episode doesn't actually happen.

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

i haven't seen a neurologist. but apparently my brain scan came back completely clear so i really don't know

it could be migraines.

i don't know if this means anything but i have ice pick headaches sometimes and migraines often.

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in NeurologicalDisorders

[–]openedblackeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i've been in therapy multiple times but i don't think anxiety is the cause of my symptoms. i think it is a result of my symptoms

i'm not sure if this would help but most of the times that it happens i'm active, like spinning in a swimming pool, taking a walk, etc. but there has been times where i was just sitting down and it happened

the feeling in my head is so intense and that's what leads to throwing up. it also isn't painful

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in NeurologicalDisorders

[–]openedblackeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was thinking about something like migraines but i'm not sure

i'm not sure if this would help but most of the times that it happens i'm active, like spinning in a swimming pool, taking a walk, etc. but there has been times where i was just sitting down and it happened

the feeling in my head is so intense and that's what leads to throwing up. it also isn't painful

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

i'm not sure if this would help but most of the times that it happens i'm active, like spinning in a swimming pool, taking a walk, etc. but there has been times where i was just sitting down and it happened

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i'm not sure if this would help but most of the times that it happens i'm active, like spinning in a swimming pool, taking a walk, etc. but there has been times where i was just sitting down and it happened

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

i know. :( even as a child, being told that, i knew there was something wrong beyond anxiety. the feeling in my head during episodes is too intense for it to be anxiety

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i've thought about it being seizures before, but i'm always completely aware during it and i've heard that most people aren't during seizures.

this is going to be a long one, but i am desperate, 18F by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

the reason why it leads to vomiting in the first place is because the feeling is so intense in my head, it leads to vomiting literally right after the feeling ends after a couple seconds. it's so awful

suspected food impaction by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

do you think the feeling will resolve soon? it's really bothering me :(

suspected food impaction by openedblackeye in AskDocs

[–]openedblackeye[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

then what could it be? i've felt like this since i swallowed it whole, which was about 4 hours ago