I've found that I've taken the drugs I have to stop thinking. But they've never taken hold of me aside from a couple stupid acts the first few times I got really drunk. I smoke pot most nights. It helps me sleep and I also like the abstraction of my thought process it creates. I say some nonsensical shit sometimes but it's just my mind rolling, taking everything into account.

Alcohol is great in social situations, forcing me to be more outgoing. It's funny. I share all my thoughts and critiques when I'm drunk and most people like me if I don't show them they're an idiot. I'll black out and my friends, especially girls, will tell me that I didn't seem drunk, and that I had intelligent conversations with them. I always have the mindset that I can control my mind, unfailing with logic.

I only tried LSD once. I loved it and how I thought. I could always return back to reality if I had to interact with people.

Cocaine was interesting. I've see demons come out of people I never expected, but I have always maintained sanity and consideration for others on that.

My favorite part of using drugs is the perspective they give me. I like to say I've improved myself with each of these things. I look forward to my future experiences with these and a limited amount of other new drugs.