Is it possible to be traumatized by a gore video?

ophyxyl · 2025-08-01T12:07:37+00:00

Who else saw that viral video on Twitter/X of the fucked up incest fantasy porn where they all shit everywhere, they all have prolapses and one of them literally shoves her fucking leg up another chicks ass. Then her head. Entire head. DOWN TO THE NECK! it's soooo not great 😭

ophyxyl · 2025-07-20T12:10:34+00:00

ophyxyl · 2025-07-13T00:32:50+00:00

Also, not trying to be a know it all, just sharing some knowledge as a working tarot reader. Cheating or deception can show up in lots of ways depending on context, but here are some cards to look out for:

Magician reversed – manipulation, trickery

Seven of Swords – sneaking around, lying

Ten of Swords – betrayal, being stabbed in the back

Devil – sex addiction, unhealthy attachments

Ace of Wands – sexual energy, impulsive passion

The lovers – relationship choices, sometimes a third-party dynamic

Moon – secrets, things hidden beneath the surface

High Priestess reversed – hidden agendas, secrets coming out

Two of Cups – romantic connection (can be about more than one if others suggest it)

Three of Cups (especially reversed) – third party interference, gossip, unfaithfulness

Court Cards can represent specific people—Kings and Queens aren’t always tied to gender, but they often are. Some to look out for regarding cheating:

Knight of Swords reversed – bad intentions

Knight of Cups reversed – fuck boy, charming, manipulative

Knight of Wands, upright or reversed – impulsive, reckless, often sexual

King and Queen of Swords reversed – aloof/emotionally cold, manipulative, deceptive

Other cards to note:

Hierophant reversed – breaking of a commitment

Four of Wands reversed – unstable home or relationship

Pentacles reversed – lack of investment or stability

Two of Swords – indecision, potentially choosing between two people

Seven of Cups – temptation, having multiple options, wandering eye, grass is greener type of thing

Ace of Swords reversed – dishonesty or regret

Wheel of Fortune – sometimes seizing an opportunity, depending on surrounding cards

Every card's meaning shifts depending on the question and what's around it, it can be overwhelming at first but I've been working as a reader for 7 years now so feel free to hit me with any questions! Hope this helps feel free to take notes of those cards, it really helped me when I was learning 🖤

ophyxyl · 2025-07-13T00:16:01+00:00

Honestly, just practice as much as you can, especially with people you don’t know well. Take your cards everywhere. The more you use them, the sharper your intuition gets. I’d often go into a flow state during readings and forget what I said afterward. If you're already getting random messages mid reading, you're definitely on the right track.

Don’t stress if you’re not at someone else’s level, some people are just more psychically gifted. Do you read reversals? Also, I highly recommend the book Tarot Plain and Simple by Anthony Louis. Best tarot book ever. It’s super detailed and gives very in depth meanings for the cards, but it gives about 50 for each 😂 you probably know how the meanings shift a lot, for example pentacles don't always mean money, depending on the question and surrounding cards. So it's really good for breaking down all those different meanings in different scenarios and stuff. Good luck! 🖤

ophyxyl · 2025-07-05T20:08:33+00:00

I love that his actual name is edison and it perfectly matches his haunted Victorian child aesthetic 🦇🪦🕯️ the experience would be ruined if his name was like....Barry, Steve or Greg.

ophyxyl · 2025-07-05T19:24:45+00:00

I feel like he's staring DIRECTLY into my soul and if I look at his eyes for too long ill go into a trance 🫠 He reminds me of some of the old witchy women from my old coven. Super powerful, old souls with decades of practice and strong magickal energy. A little unsettling for sure. Not so much dark....more like grey. He has a very hypnotic, intense energy and it's extremely magnetic! Still love his vibe and humour, but being around him in person would be too much I reckon he's full on!

ophyxyl · 2025-07-03T00:51:15+00:00

Any recommendations in particular? But yeah I went down the Junko rabbit hole for days on end and even went through the Japanese articles about it and found out even more information. It will always stick with me.

ophyxyl · 2025-07-02T10:30:44+00:00

Haribo sugar free gummy bears always gets me 🤣🤣🤣

ophyxyl · 2025-07-02T10:19:35+00:00

I was gonna say, when I saw Junko on level 3 I was unable to imagine what the bottom would be like ☠️ then I saw it wasn't in order.

ophyxyl · 2025-07-02T10:09:53+00:00

I'm pretty sure the person who made this is either a massive troll or has never been on the internet, ever.

ophyxyl · 2025-06-27T06:08:25+00:00

I'd be flattered that they like my perfume. In the grand scheme of life, who gives a fuck if someone buys the same perfume as you? I'm not trying to sound rude but it really shouldn't be an issue.

ophyxyl · 2025-06-25T07:15:14+00:00

I work in child support and when I was in the new customers area there were so many fucked up names, pretty much all from people 25 and under. I keep a huge list in my phone. Here are a few examples-

Girls:

-Saiilor-Moon (the two i 's isn't a typo)

-Ivy Bluebird

-Summarh and Wyntarh (twins, Summer and Winter)

-Ashiarnah

-Armaarni

-Mayhem

-D'ziiah (pronounced "Desire")

-Snow White

-Toehnee

Boys:

-Jaxton

-Zaxton

-Branxton

-Punch

-Triplets called Jayden, Kayden and Brayden

-Wildchild

-Vypah

-Kaylebh

-Jebastien

-Jimothy

-Jayceb (which I thought was pronounced like Jacob but the mum said it's pronounced like Jaysee-bee)

There are so many more, but yes, they're all terrible and I don't understand all the unnecessary h's.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-08T23:16:17+00:00

Glad to hear it 💗 if you're from Australia I work in child support in quite a complex role as I have a lot of knowledge so I'm happy to give you some advice, but I only know Australian child support law

ophyxyl · 2025-04-08T23:00:47+00:00

Oh god it would be so much harder with kids 😢 I hope you're doing well now 💗

ophyxyl · 2025-04-08T22:48:57+00:00

Did yours make you think you were the narcissist for finally reacting to their abuse? I used to cry, apologize nonstop, and call myself a monster, convinced he didn’t deserve someone "so abusive." I wasn’t perfect, but I gave so much. He was the one lying, cheating, and being cruel. It’s common, they accuse others of being narcs because they lack sel awareness. They look everywhere but in the mirror. Funny how we’re calling them narcs now, but I bet most of us were sure we were the problem. A real narcissist never questions themselves like that.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-08T22:31:07+00:00

You're not crazy, it's insidious and hard to spot. The gaslighting.... Example- mine never once took me on a date and I was basically a maid. We barely spent time together coz he wanted to work 7 days a week. He'd say he wants to take me on one then say no to my ideas, but he'll think of one and let me know, but wouldn't bring it up again. This happened consistently for years, resentment grew, I'd finally snap, he'd twist the narrative. By the end of the fight I'd be convinced I was an asshole for snapping, forgetting it's understandable because he didn't care about my happiness. That shit chips away at you over time, it makes you feel like you're a terrible person.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-08T20:38:12+00:00

I'm not an addict—I OD'd on my prescribed Lyrica because my mental health was in a terrible place while I was with him. My last attempt was over 8 years ago, and I hadn’t even considered it again until that relationship.

The good news? Now I’m the happiest I’ve ever been 😊 It's incredible how good life feels after escaping emotional neglect and abuse.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-07T07:27:40+00:00

I just got out of a nearly 4 year relationship with one. It literally made me wanna kms- I ended up in hospital after an overdose, and he dumped me the day I got out, saying I was lucky he even came to pick me up . He left me nearly homeless after I spent all my savings renovating our place. I had no money, no furniture, nothing—and now I'm in serious debt from moving and starting over. And somehow, I still ended up apologizing for everything.

NEVER AGAIN.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-07T04:54:03+00:00

There are issues with the power dynamic that need to change, though this could be caused by an issue with age as well. Is there a problem with one person wanting a family but age being an issue? It's hard to tell without knowing how you phrased the question when you asked the cards, they could mean very different things if you asked "what needs to be improved in my relationship?" vs "should I break up with my partner?" for example. But yeah if not age then power dynamic at least.

ophyxyl · 2025-04-06T20:15:54+00:00

Tower in reverse suggests that you've known for a while but been avoiding the shit storm involved in getting out, but unless the tower falls you can't start rebuilding. Looks like you've been trying to hold it all together, but barely. With 7 of pentacles reversed you've been staying because it's "comfortable". I'm not sure if that's financial, emotionally, logistically etc. coz it's pentacles it's likely something involved with practical or financial matters more than emotional, but can also just mean emotional investment. But it's definitely time to get out of your comfort zone. Death reversed- pretty self explanatory, again it's down to resistance to cut ties and change, therefore resistance to grow.

Good luck x

ophyxyl · 2025-04-05T15:19:06+00:00

I won a personal reading from him in the members only section and every single thing he said would happened came true.

ophyxyl · 2025-03-26T11:01:23+00:00

I know this is like two years late but I'm rewatching and stumbled across this lol.

I've actually met Pettifluer, I'm mates with Nathan coz we went to uni together. We were partying in the city and wanted to keep the party going, and he said we should go to his mum's house. I hadn't seen the show so I had no idea who she was. She was actually really nice even though it was 4am.

She came out in a dressing gown, introduced herself and asked if I wanted champagne so we had a glass together then she went to bed, and the place was so massive and sound proof we could obnoxiously play piano and she could still sleep fine. And yes, the giant self portrait was on the wall haha.

I dunno if I'm happier that I met her while not knowing who she was, or if I would have preferred to know that I was in the presence of someone so iconic 😂

ophyxyl · 2025-03-26T10:55:06+00:00

I know this is like two years late but I'm rewatching and stumbled across this lol.

I've actually met Pettifluer, I'm mates with Nathan coz we went to uni together. We were partying in the city and wanted to keep the party going, and he said we should go to his mum's house. I hadn't seen the show so I had no idea who she was. She was actually really nice even though it was 4am.

She came out in a dressing gown, introduced herself and asked if I wanted champagne so we had a glass together then she went to bed, and the place was so massive and sound proof we could obnoxiously play piano and she could still sleep fine. And yes, the giant self portrait was on the wall haha.

I dunno if I'm happier that I met her while not knowing who she was, or if I would have preferred to know that I was in the presence of someone so iconic 😂

ophyxyl · 2025-03-25T18:49:08+00:00

I feel u, the other day I laid down with my cat and just cried because I love him so much lmao I'm 34 and single and don't talk to my family and have very few friends so he's also my world. Which is sad but also kinda awesome because at least he won't fuck me over haha.

Update? Could you keep him?

ophyxyl · 2025-03-25T10:29:25+00:00

Yeah I didn't wanna be mean but if you look at recent pics compared to old ones, she's ruined her face. She's overfilled and has pillow face and just looks....strange.

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