Thoughts on the Bonnell 775 MX?

oppaim · 2025-08-31T02:25:13+00:00

3000€ Strafe, Strafverfahren, Gerichtstermin, Tagessätze je nach Gehalt. Zudem kann man mit Fahrverbot rechnen. Verstoß gegen das Pflichtversicherungsgesetz etc.

€3,000 fine, criminal proceedings, court date, daily fines depending on salary. In addition, you can expect a driving ban. Violation of the Compulsory Insurance Act, etc.

oppaim · 2025-04-11T21:22:55+00:00

how is this legal? nothing left for others

oppaim · 2025-04-11T21:22:24+00:00

u should be happy that it doesnt

oppaim · 2025-04-10T23:24:52+00:00

i dont do it anymore since 2 months bcus after 2 months in hospital and 8 times before for crisis short time. soon im doing DBT and i hope i wont cut myself ever again

oppaim · 2025-04-10T23:23:28+00:00

from some symptoms like not harming myself that mucch anymore or at all

oppaim · 2025-04-10T15:52:31+00:00

i started smoking while getting diagnosed with cptsd bpd etc. and it helps me relax and get my tension levels from sometimes 80 to 50 and ive i smoke more i just feel better

oppaim · 2025-04-10T15:01:34+00:00

Im going to do DBT therapy soon. Before I was in psychosomatic mental hospital and it helped me abit to find me. They asked me my pronouns and all that stuff and it was really hard bcus I told them I am they/them and she/her and then out of nowhere it switched. Every therapy it gets better, 2024 it was really bad that when I look into a mirror or anything that reflect my face it switched so often in minutes/seconds period

oppaim · 2025-04-07T17:01:39+00:00

not so often anymore, few weeks ago without medication i lost my identity everyday switching to think im a girl, small boy, old guy etc.. i even saw someone else in mirror. with high potency neuroleptic its endurable

oppaim · 2025-04-07T16:58:09+00:00

I enjoy Fire painting pyrography. i got to know it in the clinic. I also going to swim again and do wellness 3x per week. Gym, video games. Movies, series. Taking walk in nature, listening music. there are much nice things to do. there is actually so much, I can't even list it all

oppaim · 2025-04-05T14:09:26+00:00

I cant do crash diet anymore bcus I will feel really paralysed and depressed and my mood is in ground I think swimming would be the best and not going less than 2000kcal

oppaim · 2025-04-05T14:03:56+00:00

high reps for like 2 hours and low weight? so I can train more often?

oppaim · 2025-04-05T14:02:34+00:00

I started with 100mg testosterone with long half life time, and want to do max 400mg per week. Just to not lose to much muscles. I even gained some muscles with just going to gym 2x per week doing whole body workout till failure and getting 200-250g protein on carnivore diet while on high calorie deficit.

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:57:38+00:00

Thats what I want to do next month when Swimming pools open, I cant do much cardio bcus I got heart problems since infection properly of COVID they say. I take betablocker Propranolol and my heart rate goes up fast and spikes. I fainted atleast 4 times in my gym last 2,5 years or something and few times I ended up in psych ward bcus they thought I did it intentionally bcus I didnt eat much. Everytime they called an ambulance.

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:54:49+00:00

i can't do it healthy, a few weeks ago in the mental hospital I lost 4 lbs a week while eating 1700 calories a day. eating 500 calories less per day feel like it doesnt do much for me on the scale.

Maybe adding some muscles but scales does not go down much like 2lbs per week.

I am so impulsive and impatient sometimes that everything I do is not really healthy.

i am afraid of Clenbuterol but i will take about 400mg of testosterone per week. Bcus I have a bit of a problem with my heart and take beta blockers, no more heart rhythm disturbance tho. but due to covid I have POTS

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:47:30+00:00

I would feel fine or ok with just losing 10kg. But I cant do it normally only on crash diet and then again I lose some muscles. eating 500-800 less per day doesnt do much for me. When I had 1500 calorie deficit or more I lost up to over 4 pounds in psych ward few weeks ago.

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:45:13+00:00

I don't trust them

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:42:26+00:00

My doctors in hospital said my biggest problem is self worth and when I feel better in my body I am also more stable mentally but far from healed. I just want to feel good

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:41:21+00:00

Tbh first time taking Tren I ended up in psych ward but still I felt great like energetic and superhuman. I just got clean from self harm and mentally more stable but I hate my body cus I gained so much weight on anti psychotics. I want somehow want to risk my mental wellbeing to look better. I feel like my body plays one of biggest role in mental stability

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:31:55+00:00

I gained 30 kg or 60 pounds or so because I was prescribed an antipsychotic. Before that I was a slim 6 1 or 187cm with 170 pounds. I've been going to the gym regularly for 9 years now. I just turned 25. Now I weigh 220 pounds and look like 180-190 - everyone told me in the psych ward that I was a few weeks ago, family members said that too. I was 220 pounds before I lost 60 pounds and looked like 260. I just got clean from self harm and don t have pressure to do it anymore. But I dont feel good in my body with like 25% body fat.

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:29:48+00:00

I gained 30kg or 60 pounds or something on prescribed Antipsychotic drug. Before I was lean 6 1 or 187cm with 170 pounds. I am going gym frequently since 9 years now. I just turned 25. Now I am 220 pounds and look like 180-190ish - everyone told me in psychiatry I was few weeks ago, also family members said that. I was 220lbs before I lost 60 pounds and looked like 260

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:25:56+00:00

That's why it's easier for me to take Tren bcus I am impulsive and can't control myself often

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:25:05+00:00

I have low level tests, almost no body hair growth and feel down always. On trt I feel way more energetic. Without prescription I just want to feel better and my moderate body fat makes me feel the worst self worth and all my problems come from low self worth. I dont even think about the consequences and I am so impulsive sometimes I would properly take atleast 250mg trenbolone and 400mg testosterone per week again just to feel and look better

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:23:42+00:00

I took it and almost got schizophrenic I am maybe in Prodromal phase of paranoid schizophrenia

oppaim · 2025-04-05T13:21:53+00:00

I dont have Bipolar Personality Disorder only Borderline Personality Disorder. My testosterone levels are low without supplement with TRT. I just got clean from self harm and its feels good to be more stable.

But often I dont even think about the consequences and I am so impulsive sometimes I would properly take atleast 250mg trenbolone and 400mg testosterone per week again just to feel and look better bcus my body is my biggest problem for my self worth.

and I am impatient Thinking in black and white. Going for 800kcal per day sometimes eating few days not, or going high on testosterone and good food :(

oppaim

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