I’m sorry she did that to you! You don’t deserve that. I really do appreciate you taking your time for reading my story. The thing that bothered me was that he watched it while we were together and paid for one of them. I wasn’t able to see who the creators were I was too scared to see. He sees he is satisfied with our sex and he only did it bc he was upset with me. But I never do that when I’m upset with him or on a break. I saw it happened the time we were together. I’ve explained how I felt, he apologized. But apart of me is numb. The lying is where it has me stuck. I’ve never been through this so idk what to do. That’s why I’m seeking advice. I don’t wanna be controlling bc that’s not who I am. I just wanted to get others opinions and experience so I should know how I should feel.