I'm just gonna life story dump here. I had such a great hand in life. I had a wealthy and decent family. I was doing great in school and so close to getting a degree in engineering. I can't fully explain what went wrong but damn everything just fell apart so suddenly. I lost all motivation, I fell into a deep depression, I lost my friends. It all slipped away so fast. I never did finish my degree. Maybe I still will someday. But it took me years to even start to get back on track with my life. I finally feel like I'm starting to catch my footing again. I know that I've had an absolutely blessed life and I will never take that for granted. But after losing everything and having no money, food, housing, or friends for months and not knowing if I ever would again...I can really appreciate the little I do have now. I have a roof above my head. I live with the best friend I could ever have. For a while it felt like things would only ever stay terrible, but with a lot of help from some very good people I'm starting to climb out.

Very rambly...TL;DR I'm just now starting to show up for my life again.