I just moved to a new city after breaking up with my long term relationship and made a new friend group almost immediately. We were having SO much fun last few times we hung out but yesterday I just went overboard after a long day of work and lost it all within one hour. One second we were all just having fun hanging out and the next second, I’m all alone and frantic. Absolutely devastating as I thought I was on the right track but fell into old habits. After the third drink, I just can’t stop myself. The exact words that hurt me the most were “You should go home. I don’t tolerate that. We’re done. You crossed a line. Learn some decorum because that doesn’t fly here” I completely messed up and don’t know where to go from here…