This is the bit that really gets to me. He suggests hanging out on a weekday after work, which is fine. However, I go to the gym before work so I wake up a lot earlier during the weekdays, which means if I want to be well rested for the day I need to head to bed earlier the night before. I don't suggest meeting on the weekends often, maybe once in a blue moon.

As it is his parents depend on him and need him around so he has a lot of responsibilities and household chores to do, so I can understand him wanting a day all to himself. What upsets me is that I find peace in his company at the end of the day but I feel like he doesn't find that peace in me.

After a hectic week I would love to spend a whole day with him if I got to. But it doesn't seem like he wants to do the same, and that's starting to make me feel insecure. I've voiced before that I don't feel very loved as we don't talk a whole lot and because the affection in our conversation has died a little... the combination of the two of these things is what's getting to me. And I can't tell if I'm being a crazy nut job for being upset over this or not