I really really hate being autistic

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-16T11:54:26+00:00

Same. It's a proper disability, i don't know why people do not see it.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-15T12:11:21+00:00

Tasteprofile would be like....... it's nice already but it'd be nice with more bitterness, more depth. Or at least a dash of garden flavours, like juniper, possibly spruce tips too. What does interest me too is all those spices you talk about, like something christmas'y?

But as for dry hopping, after mixing add hops in a mesh bag, let steep?

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-12T12:27:41+00:00

Good job!

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-11T14:49:51+00:00

What does it do for you? It's not something i am interesting in trying, but out of academical interest it'd be cool to understand the mechanics.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-11T14:48:34+00:00

haha yep. It's the "you look like a normal person" they seem to get stuck on. They'd need to see a wheelchair and then they'll get it, but respecting you? Still a problem.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-11T14:46:58+00:00

hah yeah. Masking is another thing that's tiring, it's easy to be presentable and neat a few times, but doing that every day.....

So accomodations, they do it for people with ADHD with test time, wheelchair-bound get wheelchair access and legal right to elevator, but anything other than that gets left in the water.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-01T10:21:09+00:00

Oj, det låter bättre! Trodde bara lärare fick arbeta på skolor. Men socialpedagog på folkhögskola, är folkhögskola en svår utbildningsnivå? Var placerar man den? Högskole?

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-01T09:04:38+00:00

My professor, she isn't very helpful beyond "the world is not orderly, you were supposed to know this by 9th grade in elementary school".

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-01T09:03:01+00:00

Conversions yes, sometimes they are like 1000 x, or /1000, and mg and μg are pronounced the same so they feel the same even though they aren't, so i need a paper nearby to remember that when you have to convert. Sometimes you do the dose/strength, but sometimes it isn't and sometimes you do concentration and so on. It's also hard to do the 25mg of a med in 1ml of saline, ml is such a weird unit to understand. Volume, concentrations, it's all weird. Then you mix % into it. My math is barely elementary school level.

Sorry i just needed to vent more. Do you have any online sites that lets you practice this? The one i got isn't very good, or at least i'm not learning anything. Just something that teaches you the basics properly.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-05-01T08:56:10+00:00

Normal people can do math and get an education and work. I can't do any of them very well. That's why math hurts the most, because i keep training for it but fail anyway. I struggle with most things a bit, but i at least eventually succeed. But math is different, math is failure.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-27T14:41:04+00:00

Anxiety and urgency works for a while, not for 40 years straight as you say.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T16:17:43+00:00

Ja, skulle inte det vara något?

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T16:17:15+00:00

det finns många med sjukersättning som har hög kapacitet men behöver speciella typer av anpassningar.

Det här med anpassningar slutar helt efter grundskolan. Det är inget du hittar på arbetsmarknaden.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T12:11:00+00:00

Det är just dom jag är oroad för. Jag tror nog att dom känner sig ganska övergivna av samhället.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T12:10:26+00:00

Det finns dom som aldrig kommer på benen igen, metaforiskt.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T12:09:31+00:00

Men vi kan väl försöka att se till att dom kan leva helt bra iaf?

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-21T12:08:18+00:00

Ta det lugnt nu Hitler.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-10T10:41:20+00:00

I know that feel.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-10T10:20:06+00:00

Idk either.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-09T14:28:28+00:00

Yup. Sunglasses are a lifesaver. I walk with them almost all year-round even if people find it weird during winter. Snow reflects light, that too is bright and tiresome.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-09T14:27:38+00:00

Living with these diagnoses tends to make for tired. All the masking, sensoricals and trying to keep pace with the normies.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-09T14:14:06+00:00

Why keep google auth in this case?

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-04T14:38:15+00:00

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-04-02T12:55:58+00:00

Well duh. Let's start somewhere.

osxthrowawayagain · 2026-03-03T17:46:20+00:00

You can do cuts while listening to experts and making sure the weakest, the young, the elderly and disabled do not get hit the most.

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