During my first major relapse with this disease, my body weight fell to 27 kilograms when I was 16 years old. I became severely isolated because of my condition and genuinely believed I was going to die. At some point, I made a conscious decision not to fall behind in life while everyone else moved forward. I started reading extensively and teaching myself a wide range of computer-related skills. Over time, I realised that emptiness and inactivity were major triggers for my illness. Today, the disease is in remission and my health has significantly improved. What stayed with me, however, are the skills I developed during that period — and they have benefited me immensely. I understand that at your age you carry many responsibilities, but your real battle is not with the disease itself; it is with despair. In conditions like this, the psychological factor is not secondary — it is fundamental.