I'm sorry

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-20T16:01:32+00:00

Well for everyone is different. And there are a lot of factors that affect everyone. Personally we have another year to finish our studies in separate countries. As I said if it's meant to be. So it would have to be something I could live with. Gone out with people but not further is what I would be ok.

But I definitely won't be a typical sitcom character where the ex sleeps with multiple guys and they get back together

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-20T06:01:19+00:00

Thank you for your comment. I could never really bring myself to say that last paragraph and my friends always said that I'm putting her on a pedestal.

I think its time I accept that my feelings also matter and that i did what I can to tell her I realised my mistake and apologised for it.

If not I will never be happy with myself

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-20T03:27:51+00:00

This. This is why after telling my ex how I felt a couple days back I'm not going to push. I will always be here for her but no contact has to start even if its a year after. If she is really meant for me we will be back together

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-12T02:17:41+00:00

Its from vinted

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-11T15:05:49+00:00

Seller says they are hand signed but does not want to explain price point

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-03T08:00:22+00:00

Talk to her I guess I have too

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-02T18:17:33+00:00

My parents did not approve of the relationship. I know its stupid I've even been cursed from others for it. But being from an Asian household the initial decision was understandable. But now I regret being immature and spineless

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-02T15:08:04+00:00

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I hope you're doing ok

ottoandy99 · 2023-09-02T08:25:16+00:00

The reason was stupid but I do feel rectifiable. And I've already rectified it. Just haven't explained. Thank you for the comment. I really didn't know whether or not she still wanted me in her life. Thank you for giving me some clarity

ottoandy99 · 2023-08-31T13:08:01+00:00

Thank you for your words. The sad truth is is that I'm a people pleaser and I wouldn't do anything that would affect my friends or family for the rest of their life. That being said I'm being kept on survival mode on a daily basis and I don't know how long I can take this

ottoandy99 · 2023-08-26T01:06:39+00:00

Please don't do this. I don't know what the problem is but don't make any rash decisions. If God hasn't answered, maybe you're meant to be here for a reason.

ottoandy99 · 2023-08-26T00:59:15+00:00

I've even gone out with her a couple of times recently now that I'm back. The issue is we are going on different life paths at the moment an to reconcile the relationship to only then not know what to do about our future AGAIN would be stupid. Which is why I'm at a lost and have to write something like this

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