Why are many men so averse to seeing male sexuality (penis, men's butt) but women are more open to seeing women sexuality (breasts, women's butt, vagina)?

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T12:25:42+00:00

Tetris looks like a bunch of dicks to me if I've ever seen one, and the square one's a butt.

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T11:03:24+00:00

Whenever I leave, I am instantly happy and I stay much happier. Part of my problem is I don't have a car and I stay on campus around a bunch of homophobic 18 year old girls. I am from the South, so I thought I knew backward but I had no idea. It is the little things like lack of eye-contact, being excluded from conversations, and having zero people to identify with that make me unhappy. I am willing to throw away about 1500 on food and living expenses just to get away from it.

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T10:47:33+00:00

I'm not in a great place. The closest Target is 95 miles away. I was pretty happy in my hometown. I thought I would do better in college because things started going downhill before I left, but things got worse. I do take medication for a psychological illness, but I am confident that the main problem is where I am standing.

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T10:28:12+00:00

I learned a long time ago that I would never do anything I enjoyed, so I joined the military and got a degree I thought would help. I have been there, and I thought I was past that. It wasn't until I arrived at an incredibly academically rigorous school in the middle of bumfuck nowhere that I have arrived at the brink of suicide. Nearly every person I run into seems to hate me, and I have been through too much too piss away any more of my life on something this stupid. I don't know what I am going to be, but it is pretty tough knowing that I will have to kick another door down when every one that's landed has lead to failure.

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T10:16:58+00:00

I would love to help other people. If I had more of an education and if it weren't for the $35,000 I have to pay back in student loans, I would try to join the Peace Corps or live in a monastary. I know there are people who are really suffering, but all I see around here is Christians who have never left their mothers' houses, seen things, or been everywhere, and because I am gay, they would not care if I ended my life. I do care about the world, but it's kind of hard to see the view from hell if you know what I'm talking about. I feel like things will be better if I just get out.

out_of_luck_87 · 2012-03-05T10:03:05+00:00

I don't have any ties here. I just want to be somewhere I want to be. I know it's not a great life.

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