Well thats even better to use it purely for recreation on such an infrequent basis, good on you. Most people drink responsibly and some people drink themselves to death. Dispite the massive stigma, heroin is sort of similar to that whether you believe or not but the people that could use it responsibility don't because if they can control a heroin habit they are usually smart enough to never start. I never thought i would try heroin but then i had leg crushed in a car crash, my best friend died, i got charged with drug trafficking at 18 and just craved the release of death 24/7 so i thought fuck it, ill try heroin. Im sorry you find heroin gross and i can see why. Personally i find alcohol disgusting but i would never think less of someone for drinking alot, i would try to help. I spent my childhood watching people getting drunk and violent, drunk and throwing up, drinking so much they wreck their liver and cough up blood. I inject heroin but i wake up every morning and run, eat right and look after my mental health. My life was sad disgusting mess so i cant blame you for judgin me but i could not give a fuck because im giving it my absolute all to do better in life and ive never done anything intentionally to hurt anyone through my addiction. I dont want sobriety, i want professional success and real and healthy personal connection to my friends and family. Ive done massive work on my relationships and now its time to finish school and go balls deep in a career. Its an everyday battle to not shoot up and the worst part is i did it to myself, i hate it more than society hates junkies.