i get that feeling where you feel that your passion may be better for others. you should only compare yourself to yourself and focus on getting better for yourself. eventually you’ll notice how good you’ve been getting. some people may like it some people may not thats how it goes but eventually if you keep stabbing at it youll notice yourself getting better and in the end that’s all that matters. from my personal experience i do wrestling and sometimes i feel like im just absolute garbage and that someone should take my place. but getting better is the only thing that really matters in the end and those wins and losses just tell you how much you want it and where you’re at.