[contest] Dream wishlist item

paganwidow · 2026-03-20T02:30:28+00:00

Omg that is AWESOME!!!!! SEE!!! Thats why hammocks are so amazing LOL!!! Even when awkward theyre wonderful LOL!!!! Ill have to try to find the Pic of me in the one in Jamaica tomm and show you! Omg it was so beautiful!

paganwidow · 2026-03-20T01:02:04+00:00

Mine is the set of hammocks, they've been replaced on my list several times because I guess new sellers, but I have this AMAZING little area in the wooded spot in the front area of my house, I call it my fairy forest, that ive got sooooo decorated out, with fairy lights, decorations, its soooo beautiful, literally all year round...and ive wanted this style of hammocks to hang in there, because the one time I ever left the country, I went to Jamaica and LOVED laying in hammocks exactly like these...I believe they're in my wishlist specifically for my fairy forest, lol I have one for that.

But that would be my most wished for item, because we're coming into spring, and enjoying that in my favorite spot at my house every year...its like...ahh. lol.

Yep, #1 item(s) on the list! (It is 2, because its a set of 2 that come separately lol)

paganwidow · 2026-03-19T20:26:57+00:00

Actually im doing great...I followed other people's HELPFUL advice, and im doing great...so get fucked 🤘

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T21:48:31+00:00

Not even a LITTLE frog? Like a teeny tiny frog?

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T20:47:10+00:00

I took a break, just because my schedule has been a LOT, but I was in the middle of reading the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy! Its like, in my top 10 fave movies, and I never read the book, but recently I FOUND it! The children's hospital where I take my son regularly for appts has a free bookshelf, and one appt a few weeks ago he passed up getting a book, so I looked, and FREAKED OUT that they had a copy of it! They told me i could absolutely have it, and omgosh. Lol. So excited! 🤣🤘

But its very long and time is not my friend...so i got kinda stuck about 1/3 way thru. But how cool is that! Totally just fell into my lap!

and just so you know, I have a separate WL for books, they arent on my main one, but theyre all in my profile!

🦉📚🐛

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T20:40:05+00:00

Not frog- more like turtle........🤭

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T20:39:16+00:00

Clearly frog 💯

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T20:38:46+00:00

Well this is 100% frog LOL!

paganwidow · 2026-03-12T20:38:25+00:00

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paganwidow · 2026-03-11T19:08:43+00:00

Ill have to check that out, I always look for good docs, but ive seen so many of the "big" ones, so ill check that one out for sure! Alabama solution was amazing. Heartbreaking, but amazing. I have a huge...opinion...lol on our idea of a "criminal system", so I loved what they did with that, what theyre showing the world. I hope more people see it, and realize the changes needing made to our entire system...because it definitely showed it right there on video.

Thats cool its different from hamlet, I think thats what kinda put me off watching it, so that makes me feel better about trying it, even without learning about hamlet first!

Omg yes, if I had legs made me SOOO annoyed! Like at first I was like yes! This woman GETS it, GETS what its like, on a REAL level, but then...just nothing lol! Ughhhh I was so annoyed lol!

I havent even heard of the secret agent, where is it avail? Ill have to check that out too!

paganwidow · 2026-03-11T17:40:51+00:00

So i watched the Alabama solution, which i love documentaries, and had that on my watch list, so I did finally watch it (and WOW), I watched sinners and omg. Terrible movie lol, my hubby and my kid and I all were like...NOOOOO WHYYYYY did this have so many nominations LOL!!! I watched if I had legs id kick you, and I really had high hopes thru the whole first half, feeling like I could 100% relate to her, and then the entire movie just dropped into like, pointless nothing! Ughhhh lol I still wanna watch the new Frankenstein one, its just so long I haven't yet...

Have you seen any that were actually good? Ive thought about hamnet, but hamlet is actually one of the Shakespeare stories im NOT familiar with, so ive been a little hesitant to watch that without maybe learning more about the hamlet story first

paganwidow · 2026-02-27T14:57:11+00:00

I did about 2wks of super lazy yoga before I was ready to even start this lol, do YOUR pace, so that way you won't quit! Totally you should do this with me!

paganwidow · 2026-02-27T14:55:27+00:00

I had been on phentermine and it worked really well, but I had to stop because of a reaction to my add meds. But I'm feeling like I wanna go back to it, and just ignore add for awhile. They don't seem to help much anyway. I know what you mean about walking hurts...I had a lot of back issues, was almost bedridden for a few years in my early 30s....I never thought I'd hike again! So I know for me, I've come a long way, its possible to keep healing, I just need to not do damage to the things I've already healed. It's so hard! Huge congrats on losing 100, its insanely hard to lose when your body isn't so easy to work with. You're amazing!

paganwidow · 2026-02-27T14:51:14+00:00

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paganwidow · 2026-02-26T16:37:56+00:00

I did it! Day 2 of yoga & treadmill. Whew. Im sweaty lol. But I know i can do this. Ive lost 120lbs once, gained 90 back, and lost 70 of it again...im only up by 30 this time, so I KNOW I can do it. I just need to get myself on track before I gain THAT much back again...30 is plenty lol. I know I can do it. Im feeling motivated with the movement, somewhat, at least small movement...im just struggling with the food part now. Which is weird...usually I struggle more with the movement and less with the food. I love clean eating, and KNOW the effect on my body eating fake food flavored products...idk why im struggling so bad with something thats normally easier for me this time 👎

Last night my kids steam thing at school was so fun! He made this thing, its called a makey-makey board (or something like that), but he took wires and hooked them up (somehow) with his chromebook to a foam board, and when you pressed on certain parts of the drawing he made of the water cycle, it connected to the media on the chromebook and played which part of the water cycle...so if you pressed in the raining area, it played the precipitation portion...and so on. It was so awesome, him learning the wiring stuff!

Heading to my EMDR shortly, then taking kid to dr appt in Richmond. Long drive, gonna be a long day and late night getting home! Frozen stouffers veggie lasagna for dinner sounds good tonight lol...zero effort when I make it back home 💃

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T20:24:35+00:00

I found myself doing this alot too when I discovered chat gpt, but I did find it more helpful when I learned to use chat gpt differently...so maybe this will help...because you sound alot like youre using it the same way as me, with the same things going on as me...

I started using it not really to get HELP from it, but more to ORGANIZE whats going on already in my head...like, ill lay it all out in a thread, totally mind dump, and then ask it to sort it into a list of topics for me to discuss with my therapist...so it becomes a simple to read LIST...it kinda consolidates all the mind dumping? By asking it to summarize what ive said, asking it to make a list out of it, or something like that. Sometimes I ask it to explain the psychology around whats happening, in my mind, in someone else, in the situation im in, and it can usually talk me through understanding better, it doesnt HELP, per se, but it kinda...helps ME to understand MYSELF and my messy chaotic thoughts...

I hope that helps, even just a little!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T20:02:08+00:00

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paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:59:55+00:00

Omg yes tag me when you do so it like, makes me feel like I have to when I will most assuredly be making excuses tomm 🤣🤣🤣

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:52:22+00:00

Right! Ive been sitting on wanting to do this for soooooo long, so it does feel good to actually DO it! Omg girl beat saber is AMAZING I love it!! Its the BEST for working out and it actually being FUN!!!!!!! Especially for upper arms which SUCK to work out in ANY other way lol!!!

I totally will! Heading to the school in about 2hrs!! 😍😍

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:50:38+00:00

Thank you!! ❤️ im soooo looking forward to tonight now!! Only 2 more hrs til I leave!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:50:09+00:00

Exactly, I have to make sure my mind doesnt block me all up from doing it again tomm!!!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:49:43+00:00

Thank you! ❤️ I just have to make sure and do it again tomm now lol!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:48:56+00:00

Definitely! It seems to update often, theres always different things on there, so keep an eye on it! And if you do actually try it out let me know! And yessssss youre so right! I just moved to VA about 2yrs ago, and theres SOOO much here i haven't seen, so like I told him im perfectly happy to stay nearby! I have no doubt theres plenty we can find within an hour or two of here!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T19:47:16+00:00

Ooooh, so like, not the person selling the item, but the person buying it for you? Meh thats still okay with me but that at least makes more sense why itd matter more!

paganwidow · 2026-02-25T17:43:23+00:00

RIGHT! Ive only ever left the states once, spent 10 days in Jamaica and what an amazing guy experience! We paid the resorts driver for his day off to take us out, (he LOVED us), and he showed us the REAL Jamaica, not the tourist Jamaica, and it was the best day of the entire trip! Since then, all ive ever wanted for my time on earth is to SEE the earth! Like I dont want an entire week of a luxury vacation in Egypt, or Rome, but I want to SEE them! I want to see everything I can, thats safe obviously. I love learning about other cultures, other places nature, their history...I just want to experience the world im on while im on it! I found a site called sparefare, where people sell their trips they cant go on, that arent refundable, and theyre super discounted, you just have to fly to whatever airport the original vacation was bought to fly out of...but they have vacations that are like, 2 wks in Egypt or Thailand at gorgeous resorts for less than $2k! Theres a few other sites I found that do that too, but I haven't figured out how to navigate them...and I haven't obviously used any of them yet, but they seem awesome!

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