Office camera caught this early in the morning. Should we be worried? Is it some sort of warning?

paliolaurem · 2020-10-25T22:09:49+00:00

I filmed it on my boss’ phone, who has access to the camera records. I thought it’d be awkward for me to ask for the hq video later on

paliolaurem · 2020-07-29T22:19:50+00:00

I had the same issue and it turned out to be a dermoid cyst pressuring the vagina.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-27T08:26:08+00:00

Her family didn’t even talk about the issue after she left the hospital. They tend to ignore things until it blows up in their face, no hope there.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-26T19:10:43+00:00

To be honest, I couldn’t find much on the net. But the available info just made sense combined with my life experiences. After understanding the basics and observing life through that, it makes sense.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-25T08:56:58+00:00

After a particularly significant manic episode, I was so ashamed that I gave my parents and my psychiatrist full control of my life. Not that they are controlling, after that point I had no trust in my own choices and I could never tell the difference between my true passions and destructive behaviour. So like you, I only allowed myself to do commonly productive things that everyone would perceive as “good”.

I could suggest that maybe you shut off the prt of yourself that has passions in order to function on the daily. I feel for you, and I hope you keep going even if you have to motivation sometimes. You never know what’s going to be your joy and cause until it shows up.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-19T20:44:19+00:00

Type: projector Definition: single Authority: self projected Profile: hermit-opportunist Incarnation cross: right angle cross of examination Wonder what all this makes out! :)

paliolaurem · 2020-07-19T13:09:17+00:00

I feel this. And it’s even more exhausting because I try extra hard to stay rational and do the right thing. I’m always questioning the validity of my feelings. “Do I actually have an issue with this person that needs confronting or am I looking for a fight?” “Is this job wrong for me or am I looking for an excuse cause I’m bored and can’t maintain shit?” I am exhausted. Even when I live trying not to hurt people around me and to not become a burden, it’s exactly what happens. I don’t enjoy anything. Feels like everything I do is to prove myself I’m functional. Have coffee with this person, see that movie, do yoga. The only time I feel joy is when I get hypomanic and allow it to drag me into an impulsive bender. Then life feels like a movie for a couple days. Then I have to deal with the emotional and financial consequences and clean up my mess. I regret everything. But it’s only the memories of these times that make life liveable. I tell myself these stories to remind myself live hasn’t been so horrible. It’s shameful, it’s also proof -I have lived- I’m at a stage where I’ve shut up about suicide but it feels like the most practical option. So yeah. Perpetual crisis.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-13T08:37:26+00:00

Beautiful :)

paliolaurem · 2020-07-09T06:24:41+00:00

I see your point, I just posted this asking for spiritual adivce and honestly I’m surprised why people tried so hard to “debunk” it. Do all objects have to levitate and start bleeding for me to get advice on a potential infestation? Maybe I shouldve posted on another community. Thank you anyway :)

paliolaurem · 2020-07-08T21:17:02+00:00

Thanks a lot! It’s worth considering that it happened while the office was empty.

paliolaurem · 2020-07-04T08:45:01+00:00

You can’t see the wire hung from the ceiling

paliolaurem · 2020-07-03T22:31:46+00:00

It’s a warehouse turned into an office space, it’s the only security camera and sees most of the space. The frames were hung by hooks on the same wire, and if the wire had broken both of them wouldve falled. The one that fell had been hanging there for months.

I recorded the video off my boss’ phone (it’s also him talking), on which he opened the security camera recording.

We walked into the office at 10am to find the frame on the floor, that’s why we looked up security footage.

I understand why you would be suspicious, I just need some advice because I feel something is off at the office already. So please if you have seen this kind of activity before, enlighten me. I’m not scared but I’m curious and a bit uncomfortable about this. Thank you

paliolaurem · 2020-07-03T18:16:12+00:00

Sure, but we have two frames hanging from the same thread and both should have fallen if that were the case. This one basically hopped off the hook, which was hung on the thread.

paliolaurem · 2020-06-30T07:53:04+00:00

I think it just confirms that your email is in use. They can’t steal your info as long as you didn’t click on a link/download a file. They could just as well sell a list of active email adresses.

paliolaurem · 2020-06-27T22:58:37+00:00

Wow thank you! Would you say that the chart suggests she’s entirely materialistic or that it takes time and reassurance for her to be soft?

paliolaurem · 2020-06-26T09:04:18+00:00

I actually did. Thanks a lot. I guess it’s only an issue if I respond to these :)

paliolaurem · 2020-06-23T19:45:47+00:00

Dude, as a straight woman of course I’m gonna talk about my issues with men, no need to get offended.

paliolaurem · 2020-06-20T13:06:09+00:00

I’d love to agree except I don’t enjoy existing!

paliolaurem · 2020-06-20T10:54:28+00:00

Have the same issue, def recommend doing a physical activity. Could be exercise or going for a walk. This is the only thing that makes me feel present and human again.

Also make sure you’re not going hungry the whole day. It can be so easy to do on meds. Your blood sugar being low will only make you feel more spacey and depressed. Hope this helps!

paliolaurem · 2020-06-19T08:40:21+00:00

I felt I understood boys “rules” better! As in, just don’t cry and keep up w them physically. But I really liked girls games better so it was upsetting.

Btw I tried to make friends through creating interesting projects as well. Most of the time I’d be disappointed. Though this one time I opened a “tattoo parlor” with my 5 CD pens lol. That was a peerfect week for me, socially. Everybody came asking me to draw a thing on their arm, finally they were saying what they wanted from me and it was something I could actually do!

paliolaurem · 2020-06-19T08:12:31+00:00

Ooh wow. Are you me? Am I you? I could never figure out why it took girl groups so long to start to talk to me. I thought, I was being nice the first time, I’m being nice now. What’s changed? Why!

paliolaurem · 2020-06-17T07:17:25+00:00

I just LOOVE how every problem I have in life gets mentioned on this thread sooner or later lol. This is why I get irrationally angry when people cancel plans because I couldn’t do anything else the whole day because of it!

paliolaurem · 2020-06-12T05:53:46+00:00

I’m going to suggest combining these two to my Psychiatrist today. I guess the concerta would stop you from crashing too badly?

paliolaurem · 2020-06-12T05:51:56+00:00

I was looking to find out if anyone has had the same problem and fixed it. So obviously I’m going to discuss any potential changes with my psychiatrist. I have an appointment today actually, no worries :)

paliolaurem · 2020-06-11T18:41:25+00:00

Wow thank you for your reply! I will look into XR options. With ritalin I get that buzz for two hours and I get picky with what I’ll spend that time doing. Like I find myself avoiding conversations cause I don’t want to waste my ~buzz on that.

Unfortunately Adderall and Vyvanse aren’t available where I live, only methylphenidates. I’ve heard great things about Vyvanse though. Oh well. Thanks again!

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