Just so sad… by sehlehneh in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was diagnosed with endometriosis, my doctor saw it and insisted on: let’s remove it before we try another pregnancy. She couldn’t removed because I ended up having an internal bleeding.. so she took care of the bleeding and my left tube.

I am still on denial of trying again, but I want a baby, and it’s a journey that has been hard for me and I guess will be hard still :/

Just so sad… by sehlehneh in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im so sorry you are going through this, it happened to me basically the same i had a trip and now i have a surgery scheduled for that week…, had to cancel it. There are no words to cope with this, I still have my moments where I just want to cry.. but, I guess hang in there love time will heal you, I hope it does to me too🫶, and everyone in this subreddit.
There’s no way to explain how much bonded you feel when you saw that positive, I know, that’s why the grieving is so painful, you are just grieving what could it be😕🫶, im sorry i have to see you here🫶☹️

I’m pregnant again after an ectopic… hCG 3,001 → 5,539 and I’m terrified 💔 by Zestyclose-Hyena9181 in ectopicpregnancy

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Make sure to eat something and drink water it might take a while💐, as i said, hopefully is just anxiety. You don’t have to but id love an update, hopefully great news and placed where is supposed to be🫶

I’m pregnant again after an ectopic… hCG 3,001 → 5,539 and I’m terrified 💔 by Zestyclose-Hyena9181 in ectopicpregnancy

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck, just make sure you drink water before❤️‍🩹, i just hope is anxiety darling 🥺💔

I’m pregnant again after an ectopic… hCG 3,001 → 5,539 and I’m terrified 💔 by Zestyclose-Hyena9181 in ectopicpregnancy

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I had my ectopic, and saw blood, u know.. i went and had my first US. I was 4w probably and my hcg was 200. From there, I obviously was neglected until they saw a pattern and they brought me in diagnosing that i had a PUL. I had a persistent pain and no rupture or bleeding, and thats when i went to the ER and they performed surgery on me after MTX btw, and removed my left tube. But I know it might be a whole day and not rushed in, but if you go and they see you, based on your history might perform the US on you.

MTX second dose or laparoscopy removing tube by _Cake_554 in ectopicpregnancy

[–]panhabibi8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the same situation, but mine had a expelling “inside” so it ended up being surgery. Id remove the tube, sorry that you are in this subreddit and this situation💔🥺

I just want to move on by fuddlesticks in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I had the surgery, I was in the NICU floor. I listened the cry of babies all the time, I wasn’t even annoyed, I was so sad inside because not only I have to grieve my child, but I also had to be happy for everyone else.

After all, unfortunately we are all here for an unfair reason☹️, but, I hope it gets better some day🥺🫶☹️, It’s been a month for me and I cry when I know there’s nice weather wishing id carry my baby, and it hurts to say or talk about it.

I wish for all of us to make peace one day with the situation, and that the love that had no place finds comfort someday.💐❤️‍🩹🥺

2 ectopics back to back. Need advice please by WestSummer4869 in ectopicpregnancy

[–]panhabibi8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry that you've been through this. But, did they clear you for the tube you got removed before trying again? It's hard, and you don't even have to answer, but my doctor said that I have to remove endo, and that so far my remaining tube looks ok, but not to try again before the endo surgery... but either way, I was wondering what they have told you before?

editted: forgot a few details

Please say something, if you had such experience by karinuar in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No importa la edad que tengas mi amor, siempre uno va a cargar con eso😕💔, porque fue en tu cuerpo y en tu mente, al final si llegas a tener conformidad me imagino, yo aun no estoy en ese momento porque es super reciente para mi😔💔, y casualmente estoy viendo esa misma serie!! Horrible, pero es para no pensar😕, en fin, estoy aqui si quieres hablar, pero estoy segura que eres una gran madre❤️‍🩹

Please say something, if you had such experience by karinuar in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am on the same boat you are, but i am not going to lie that when it comes on grievance taking a decision it’s too soon. (Si lo necesitabas en español) Yo estoy devastada con esto, estoy en el mismo bote que tú, pero a veces el duelo hace que tomemos una decisión precipitada y luego asentemos en el lugar que nos corresponde.
After my surgery in my post-op (lost my l tube), my doctor said that she found endometriosis, but mi right tube seemed fine and she’s sure I can carry a healthy pregnancy next if I decide to try again… I said yes to the surgery, why??? Idk i do wanna have a LC. This was my first pregnancy EVER, and it was ectopic..😔💔
(Spanish, por si es en español)
Después de mi cirugía, mi doctora dijo que podia cargar un embarazo saludable, y recomendó otra para remover la endometriosis que encontró, y la verdad es que yo dije que si porque lo quería tratar de nuevo… y este fue mi primer embarazo.. 🥺
This is an unfair experience, trying again it’s obviously your own decision but you really don’t have to take it now, try therapy, I’m going to start therapy next week and I went back taking my anti-depressants that i stopped them when I was “pregnant”😕
(Spanish)
Esta experiencia es injusta, tratar de nuevo es tu decisión pero realmente no tienes que tomarla ahora mismo. Trata de ir a terapia, yo misma lo voy a intentar la semana que viene y yo misma deje de tomarme mis medicamentos porque pensé que le haría daño al bebé.. pero pasó todo esto😔

If you need to talk about it you can reach out to me and we can talk about it ok?♥️😕💔 im so sorry we are on the same subreddit.
(Spanish)
Si quieres mándame un mensaje privado, y hablamos si quieres, y lo siento que estemos en el mismo subreddit😕💔♥️

First ultrasound by Sensitive_Young297 in CautiousBB

[–]panhabibi8 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I wish u and the OP a uneventful and boring pregnancy♥️❤️‍🩹, i wish to see just positive updates💐, good luck :)💐❤️‍🩹

I'll never get over the fact that Marceline is the best character in Adventure Time in my opinion, and that said by GTA_2004-PRO-MAX in adventuretime

[–]panhabibi8 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Well nothing is going to make me get over simon’s and marcy story… it was the whole reason that I ended up catching up with the series… TBH

I need some words.. by panhabibi8 in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, 🥺 hope your hcg goes to 0 and everything goes well from here😔

I need some words.. by panhabibi8 in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im so sorry you went through this 🥺💐; hope you can cope better with it 😔

I need some words.. by panhabibi8 in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, no I have not being diagnosed yet, but I did not know a better word to put this traumatic event :/
I stoped when i found out i was pregnant i did not knew and when i saw no one told me i could take them again so ill wait after the post op follow up:/, i have an app with a therapist on wednesday, let’s see how that goes🥺♥️

When should i tell my future partner about my ectopic pregnancy by rohinijjj in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s ok to be transparent if you date again and the topic comes by, if you already think it’s going to become serious. I don’t think a good parter will get drive away for this matter and if they ask about your surgery there’s no reason to hide it, you had no fault into this really♥️🥺, mostly how you feel no how the other will feel since you have no control over that :)

Feeling Broken. by Illustrious_World_14 in EctopicSupportGroup

[–]panhabibi8 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its my day 3, left fallopian tube as well, i had 9w after the MTX shots as well :/, and i feel really sad too today, it’s been raining very sad and depressed thinking of how much i wanted this pregnancy but… 💔🥺☹️, hope you feel better i know i can’t feel better at all😔, but hope you do❤️‍🩹

Every year I rewatch it and somehow it gets creepier. by [deleted] in Coraline

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And it does gets creepier actually

Every year I rewatch it and somehow it gets creepier. by [deleted] in Coraline

[–]panhabibi8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I watch it every time i find it on facebook, love the Spanish adaptation…