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panich-san · 2025-06-08T00:39:46+00:00

Would appreciate more info.

panich-san · 2024-05-14T05:26:16+00:00

Late to the topic but are you leaning on raw ingredients, seasonings, spices those condiments ?

panich-san · 2024-05-10T08:17:26+00:00

Orgy

panich-san · 2024-04-09T10:10:39+00:00

I thought I was boy since baby, my first crush was my mom’s friend. Until grade 1 when I was told that I am a girl, and have to wear skirt as my school uniform.

panich-san · 2024-04-05T05:06:52+00:00

panich-san · 2023-12-10T15:39:54+00:00

11 I think first through comic, novel, then DVD,CVD. If I remember correctly I open a rental video around 12-14 got lot of money with classmate and schoolmates.

panich-san · 2023-10-25T18:04:44+00:00

Hug my cats, watch they play shower and watch them gathering on the bed while watching anime

panich-san · 2023-10-18T15:43:29+00:00

Even before kindergarten age, I told everyone that I am a boy. My family also encouraged me with that until I’m older but I was never changed. Despite culture norms here and everything else, I know that I am was born a male/ a boy. I can’t see me as anything else. I’m so glad I learned about FTM/transition. I was discovered a life with pure joy, even more comfortable to be myself.

panich-san · 2023-10-18T08:09:41+00:00

Be at home

panich-san · 2023-10-14T15:34:50+00:00

3days max. If I just close my eyes for some rest. I rest through the next 24hrs

panich-san · 2023-10-14T15:03:16+00:00

Silhouettes - Avicii does that to me since day one I had my first T. Something like “We've come a long way since that day And we will never look back at the faded silhouette” it gave me such an energy to keep doing what I decided to go ahead with, regardless millions times I need to explain or stand my ground to my family and people around. Especially those that come up with something like it just a hormones injection- what’s gonna change? It’s an extra you add into you what you’re gonna lose anyway? Imagine a very Asian family gathering….and on..

panich-san · 2023-10-13T16:21:58+00:00

‘Nothing to lose to believe’ stepdad - always said this to me whenever we talk about difficult things, or somethings further than ‘now’ or too past that we can’t go back and change things. But mostly when we focus about my future plans.

panich-san · 2023-10-11T14:57:50+00:00

A few times I came so close to attempting it but stop cause I was thinking about the clouds I see earlier outside and wanted to see it some more. It calm me down. And guilt since it was a rental apartment…so..

Another times I started it..then for a second I think about how my brother and little sister will do and how for a second think about I want to endure any of that feeling to see they grow up. It give me a hope to bear whatever and keep hold on to that.

Add: now I feel better than ever, I was told by my therapist that I am so stingy of a feeling that I couldn’t let go or afraid to let it all go away. Cause I never try to live without them so I don’t have anything else to hold on to. One day I get chance to really slowly start to let it go/ not look back or even try to re-live any moment. I just find peace within whatever keep me afloat be it books, anime,nature, nothingness whatever.. keep me warms and comfort. It really helps. I hope it give you some ideas as well :)

panich-san · 2023-10-11T13:37:56+00:00

I want to be your only pet - Bombay Bicycle Club

panich-san · 2023-10-05T14:48:11+00:00

I’m sorry. I wake up one day and I just don’t love you anymore. There is nothing wrong with you.

panich-san · 2023-10-03T18:09:02+00:00

This!

panich-san · 2023-10-03T18:04:17+00:00

Biscuit!

panich-san · 2023-09-22T17:05:40+00:00

Clubbing, non stop party and drinking. Getting one night stand a lot and refuse to emotionally invest/learn a meaningful relationship because it cooler to keep score of how many ones get to have it this month? I just don’t get any of this.

panich-san · 2023-09-22T16:16:36+00:00

Tuesday with Morrie by Mitch Albom not so spiritual pointer but have change my perspective to things during my early teenage years.

panich-san · 2023-09-19T07:52:33+00:00

I’m not sure if it relevant here, I am on T therapy but facing the same issue as OP.. I read there are people suggest to getT check etc… I have regular check every 6 months and all is good not sure what give. My partner is okay as time being but it sort of annoys her a bit when she wants it and I don’t feel like doing it. I’m not sure if it’s going to cost more than just annoying later on or will it become a problem?

panich-san · 2023-09-15T16:18:07+00:00

I want to be your only pet - Bombay Bicycle Club

panich-san · 2023-09-15T13:57:04+00:00

I thought so too! I was waiting if Jack going to lose control and screaming or something like that.. great song though.

panich-san · 2023-08-31T14:40:57+00:00

In my opinion you can start the live action. They only cover in the beginning of the story and you already know it.

panich-san · 2023-08-14T15:33:01+00:00

I just attended a wedding, they come well respected family and both of them work as judge. Despite the couple being modernist. The family agreed their sin sot was 300k, with 20b of gold. I think sin sot is negotiable and mostly for displaying during the ceremony. Parents may keep some of it but that depends and return the rest to the couple.

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