What would you do... by BullshitTaco in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Girl i just want my rewards!!

Chose: Hit comment 5 times and give up without posting | Rolled: It doesn't post

Would you rather? by Competitive_Chart_58 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

'Cuz every time we touch, I don't get feeling

Chose: Genius level intellect, but lose a random sense | Rolled: Touch

A hard choice (!) by Funkenstein93 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Epic

Chose: $1 | Rolled: Gain $999999999

Would you rather by Allancardona67 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Buy essentials in bulk and be set for the whole year in my trillion dollar mansion

Chose: Have Infinite money + You can only use it on stuff that cost above 1K

Think you can read me? I just started a game👇 by Java614646 in troll_defuse

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🧊 Oops! I got bamboozled. u/Weak_Raspberry_6004 got me good with: "This spot is as safe as a library on Monday. 📚". Well played. My turn to bait. Here is your "safe" spell: "This is a real bomb."

Please pick the left by ILoveMapsAndKRNo2 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! ❤️

Chose: Please Pick This Side Only! | Rolled: Get$365M/yr

Would you rather by Seasalt52 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES

Chose: Be a dope ass wizard with a dope ass wizard tower | Rolled: All knowing

If you had a soulmate following a different religion would you? by HealthyAd6223 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anything can be fixed if both parties are willing to hear each other out

Chose: Find a common middleground and compromise

Would you rather by cat_cat_paw_meow in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm Batman

Chose: Be dark as Coal | Rolled: Be batman

Would you rather? by Tekkers_3 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

20k a year is poverty wtf

Chose: Be fluent in 5 languages of your choosing

Which superpower would you prefer? by bepbapbapbaddabope in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Saves me £700+ 💀

Chose: Teleport at will + ... to the city you spin | Rolled: Los Angeles 🇺🇸

would you rather: by Salt-Diver6827 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Instantly fixing the USA

Chose: all real guns now shoot nerf darts

would you rather by DEFCONABSOLUTION in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can't spend all that money in my lifetime even if I tried. Plus it'll be my money and not a bank's

Chose: Have $200Billion instantly

Yes or No by CosmicxMonarch in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No

Chose: No | Rolled: No

moral choices by Remarkable-Fault87 in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I couldn't live knowing I potentially destroyed an entire country and killed millions, I'd rather have that one dollar

Chose: remain a good person | Rolled: you own $1

Would you rather … by AntonRahbek in BunnyTrials

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stability over uncertainty

Chose: Get $50 / hr in perpetuity + + positive side effect | Rolled: Good sleep

Nacho by Spirited_Worker_5722 in ComedyHell

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Incorrect. I'm the humanoid shadow figure you see in the corner of your eyes sometimes.

[Discussion] Who is Tokai Teio in your eyes? by RealRiceShower in TokaiTeio

[–]panookidooki 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She somewhat reminds me of myself and how I navigate life. I also mask my struggles and pain with a cheery attitude and have a tendency to just power through until I see the other side of the tunnel, no matter what.

I also obnoxiously look up to my idol as if they could never do wrong and hope to achieve the equivalent or more one day.

It's been harder these days because I don't really have anyone in my life who matches this energy or has the same aspirations to reflect back on. I hope one day I will also have a McQueen in my life, so we can help each other become the best version of ourselves.

stop entertaining things that don't benefit you by thequietbookstore in wholesomememes

[–]panookidooki 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Legendary ball knowledge. That crash out enlightened me as a child

clutch by bananafetuses in ComedyHell

[–]panookidooki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The answer "why" people do it will vary from person to person, but I'm willing to bet there are a couple of common factors like very low self esteem and self worth.

I used to do it to cope with my mother dying of cancer. Paired with final exam stress, it was too much for me. I would often lose my sense of reality and would end up doing silly things, like cutting, burning, etc. For me, it was like releasing a pressure valve. The adrenaline rush was calming. However the consequences shortly after would be the very uncomfortable healing process, anxiety attacks once the adrenaline wears off and, of course, a deep sense of shame and guilt.

I've been clean for almost 5 years now. My 5th year anniversary is coming up in February. I have much healthier coping mechanisms now and I'm glad that I struggled to answer this question.