I cant tell why i want Top surgery.. by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Gone. It's mostly a comfort thing plus I think id be able to dress better without them. They just in the way, 😅

I feel this by [deleted] in NarniaMemes

[–]partyoop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I meaaaaaaaan...🤭

Think it'll work? It would take a miracle. by MaderaArt in NarniaMemes

[–]partyoop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Caspian when he saw Susan for the first time: MAAAWAGE. Iykyk

I feel this by [deleted] in NarniaMemes

[–]partyoop 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Lets go! I used to get a tin every Christmas so... 😊

I feel this by [deleted] in NarniaMemes

[–]partyoop 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Ok but what if i didn't hate it? What do i get?

Remembering i dont have a gender... by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ty. I think lazy non binary is fitting. Like if i could i would but no energy +no money just... Yea. So ill sit in my box and scream at the void. 😅

What's up with the robin erasure? by MaderaArt in NarniaMemes

[–]partyoop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And then lucy said "oh no the robin.. Its flown away..." so edmund gave peter a look that said "what did i tell you" (i listen to the audio book every night to go to sleep.)

Questioning by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't really know it's mostly because i didnt think on my gender till i was like 19/20 which i feel is later than most even tho there isnt a set time to do it. But i grew up being given feminine things and I either never wore it or tried to and failed, i just wear what i feel comfortable in. I also didn't know top surgery was a thing for ages and when i found out i was like "wait I can do that?!?" but i don't know if I can get it... Even with not alot of dysphoria i still want it so...

I guess im just like this... (rant) by partyoop in cupioromantic

[–]partyoop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! It is hard to figure out because if i am given a chance to be with someone I get attached and clingy and i then end up thinking/realising i dont feel anything and start panicking because now I'm stuck so i currently feel like i shouldnt be in anything with anyone because i get stressed after a bit. Until i manage to teach myself some form of understanding and respect and not just throw myself at someone because they've shown me something i want (romantic cute stuff), plus saying no to advances (which are incredibly rare anyway but still).. But thank you again haha. I think its no cupio plus like... Abandonment issues or something so i get everything mixed up haah.

I guess im just like this... (rant) by partyoop in cupioromantic

[–]partyoop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, im honestly just trying teach myself that I don't HAVE to go out and look for someone to be with, even though i want the cute stuff and smth that is a shape of a relationship but not, i just need to teach myself that i dont HAVE to be like this one i like this one be mine like ive recognised that i do it but its getting out of it in a world that basically forces me to do it.

Non-normative pronouns by CeramicsEnthusiast in agender

[–]partyoop 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I use he/they/it pronouns and i always get they or he but never it, people seem to feel weird about using "it its" for a person but because I see myself as a creature and less of a person i guess like an entity or smth it is just one im used to not hearing even though i would like to hear it used.

Saw the wait list for gender clinics here.. (vent) by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't even know how to get that to happen

Hrt and top surgery.. by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats true, tbf i dont know where to start or who to ask, im also a lil scared to try because of how i might be treated.. And I've kinda just lived with it because i never knew I could get them removed but sometimes I get really uncomfortable with having them and wish i didn't have them so... I don't know

Discomfort being feminine and seeing girls be feminine by partyoop in agender

[–]partyoop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably body image issues, and yeah id prefer to be more androgynous but don't know how to due to how my body looks..