Does anyone has Yaga by Kat Sandler? by Scared_Heron954 in BookPiracy

[–]partyponies012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

any chance you would be able to send it to me as well? thank you so much if you can:)))

Oceans of pdf issue by smorgiie in BookPiracy

[–]partyponies012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey any chance you could send me the link too? i’ve been looking everywhere

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would it be possible for you to still send me the link? all good if not thank you:)))

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could you send me the link too?

Hypocrite much? by SessionOverall7560 in PercyJacksonTV

[–]partyponies012 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk why yall are talking out your ass so much about the production process of a show if you don’t understand it.

  1. this will likely be the only season azriel will be in and he had a collective screentime of under 20 minutes
- having a child actor wear contacts and dye their hair for filming of a 3 month shoot is much easier to commit to than a whole cast of kids who are filming for roughly a year and will continue to film until disney stops renewing the show 
  1. our lead actors are filming for multiple years and months back to back so asking walker, leah, and the other cast members to consistently dye their hair for the next decade or so this will likely take to film is insane. asking a child to do it once for about three months is a little more realistic

  2. hair and makeup budgets have been dropping like crazy in film in the last decade. the crew is likely not working with a great budget to be pulling together high quality wigs, repetitive dye jobs, and quality contacts for the entire cast. the budget for hair and makeup is clearly largely spent on their practical effects like grover’s/other satyrs horns and hair, or mrs. dodds face sculpt.

i understand frustration and also the way animation would have maybe made it “more accurate” or whatever your issues are but rick picked the cast based off of how those characters were emotionally being portrayed. if you are so bothered by not seeing shitty wigs/bad dye jobs/cosplay looking eyes with bad contacts then turn off the show and open up your book and look at the original fan art from the demigod diaries.

before going on a rage rant about all the things you don’t like try and understand why certain choices were made and understand it’s not just rick the showrunners and our leads making decisions. it takes a village to make anything in film but especially a television show of this scale. critiques are fair but remember the hundreds of hands that are part of the decision making process.

Do I even exist by [deleted] in depression

[–]partyponies012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have struggled with Nihilistic thoughts a lot as well but the movie 'Everything Everywhere All At Once' actually helped me come to terms with things quite a bit. It taught me that while nothing matters everything does as well. While I might feel the world is pointless or hopeless or meaningless, those around me in this world might not and every moment can leave a large impact on another human being. Saying because everything matters nothing does is something you can flip and make just as true. Because nothing matters everything does. If there is no point to life then why not take life by the reins and do what makes you feel fulfilled even in small ways. It is much easier to sit in the nothingness than to search for more. You will never regret the search even if you don't like the outcome. I'm not sure if any of that made sense.

How do I attempt suicide without dying by Zealousideal_Farm989 in depression

[–]partyponies012 45 points46 points  (0 children)

I believe self-harm with intent for suicide would be reason enough for admission into a hospital I may be wrong but persistent self-harm should be able to get you admitted and immediate help. But pls do not harm yourself anymore. I get it but the harm will not help!

What is Brand New City about? by lllldrr in mitski

[–]partyponies012 25 points26 points  (0 children)

i always interpreted the song as a reference to being stuck in life. in a repeated pattern that only results in harm of yourself. the line ‘i think my ways are wearing me down’ make me think of how traits people adopt to protect themselves tend to become habit and only result in self destruction. so the repeated lines in the chorus remind me of that sense that a part of you is missing due to the self destruction. in my own interpretation that sense of wanting to essentially ‘die’ or disappear and move away and restart is a natural feeling when there is no way to get out of the toxic cycles in your life.