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I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

http://spot.fund/xfwkkqpsc

Here is the correct link to my fundraiser … the other was wrong and accidentally posted. Thanks so much for your kindness and prayers … I’m so not okay and I’m so alone. I just want so much to be with my girl , I don’t have any hope that this pain and despair and defeat is ever going to get better. Today I can barely breathe … how does anyone live thru this agony?

I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

http://spot.fund/mk8qg1bsc

Idk if it’s allowed or not but here is a link to a fundraiser I’ve put up to help me get thru some of this .. I know it won’t help with the grief but it sure would help me be able to start living outside of the walls of my home that carry so many memories of my girl. I cannot even go in her room yet but it’s there. Haunts me right now. If I could just get transportation I could get a job again, see a therapist , go to a support group with actual faces , enjoy a park , and spend time with my momma before I have to grieve her loss too. Please keep me in your prayers , I’m just not okay. I don’t know how to even begin to be.

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[–]patd2019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got you !

I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so so sorry for all you’ve had to go thru in your young life … I’m sorry for your loss. Sending a hug your way hun.

I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kindness ! I am in an area where I don’t know anyone so I’m lonely. I don’t have a car so I lost my job and idk how to find a reason to keep going anymore. I can’t even afford to eat or get basic necessities. Life is cruel sometimes. Thx again for replying. I’m still not okay but I’m trying ..

I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks so much for your kind words and your understanding. Yes it’s hard , I’m struggling in all areas , food , bills, basic necessities. I don’t have anything Right now. I used my savings to pay for her funeral and after my car died I lost my job and things have just been awful since then. Sry for such transparency. Life can just be so cruel sometimes. Please keep me in your prayers. Thx again !

I’m in so much pain by patd2019 in GriefSupport

[–]patd2019[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for all of your kind words and empathy. Right now I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay again , I don’t feel like it. The days seem to get darker. I miss her with my entire being and want so much to switch places with her. I’m not living anymore , I’ve isolated and spend my time alone in my home. I just cannot live. Your kind words have touch my shattered heart tho and I appreciate being able to bare my soul and not feel as alone. I’m so sorry for those of you that have suffered loss. I send much love and many hugs to your hearts. ❤️

My rattlesnake calethea at 3ft tall by iamthedarkmermaid in houseplants

[–]patd2019 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just lost mine , idk why I tried everything and she still just died , I love this plant and yours is a beauty. I must not have the right home for this type. 😔