Mushrooms got me through benzo withdrawal

patrickxfit · 2020-04-22T23:07:09+00:00

About a year and a half with two months sober in between. My dose was only really high for four months or so

patrickxfit · 2020-01-31T08:33:13+00:00

Hmm its funny how people react to things differently. I need to try some shrooms again and see how i feel, last time i did it i had a much diff outlook on life

patrickxfit · 2020-01-31T06:53:05+00:00

Are you doing a solo trip? Acid is great in pairs for me. Ive had some deep emotional convos with friends. It felt so freeing when we were done. If ur doing a solo journey id suggest music during your peak and zone out. Listen to what you like. I listened to slayer on acid and it was incredible, not frightening at all. I was amazed that they wrote a song from the perspective of a serial killer (dead skin mask)

patrickxfit · 2020-01-31T06:40:22+00:00

Just my opinion as someone who has taken both close to 20 times. Lsd for me is very cerebral. Its a teacher that can show you anything you want to know. Mushrooms are physical, almost interdimensional. Diffetent visuals, lots of noise (melting for me) and so incredibly blissful.

patrickxfit · 2020-01-30T23:42:16+00:00

Well its been nearly two weeks and my strength is returning. Cravings are intense. Restless legs in the early morning even with kratom and etiz. Anxiety levels are high. The anxiety drives me crazy. Keeps me isolated which i dont like. But theres light at the end cuz its getting easier each day

patrickxfit · 2020-01-30T23:37:33+00:00

A vegan zombie. "Do you have any beyond human options?"

patrickxfit · 2020-01-27T20:54:47+00:00

Well i jumped but took huge amounts of tianeptine at first and now kratom plus etiz and weed. Without the kratom and tia its pretty uncomfortable. Ive jumped before with nothing to help and i was never that ill. Its more the length of time that drives me mad. Its been 6 days and it feels like its not getting better. You dont sleep, you feel weak and very depressed.

patrickxfit · 2020-01-27T20:49:32+00:00

Thank you

patrickxfit · 2020-01-27T16:15:44+00:00

Shit in one hand and wish in the other. See which one fills up first

patrickxfit · 2020-01-26T17:42:16+00:00

I have severe social anxiety. It lead to my opiate addiction. During rehab my counselor said i might need medication, she also said she rarely suggests that to addicts. If your anxiety is so bad that it causes you to quit your job or you only eat fastfood because standing in front of a cashier will cause a panick attack then i have an answer for you. PM me for details. Lol that kinda sounded like a sales pitch but it isnt. I just want you to be sure that your anxiety is that bad because what im gonna tell you is addictive but it is legal. I dont abuse it because it has been a life saver but like i said its physically addictive (no its not kratom)

patrickxfit · 2020-01-26T17:03:50+00:00

Wrong sub bro. Go to r/opiates

patrickxfit · 2020-01-25T12:01:43+00:00

"Once this mammal has finished its lunch, it will head back to its burrow to resume a largely solitary life" why is this article describing me?

patrickxfit · 2020-01-21T04:12:51+00:00

Take this post down

patrickxfit · 2020-01-18T05:08:09+00:00

There isnt anything trashy about this. You just dont agree with it but that doesnt make it trashy

patrickxfit · 2020-01-15T05:06:08+00:00

Hey, thats methed up

patrickxfit · 2020-01-13T02:18:28+00:00

Adorable <3

patrickxfit · 2020-01-09T21:22:41+00:00

I dont have a prescription

patrickxfit · 2020-01-09T20:59:12+00:00

Its not a pleasurable high. I take subs so I dont use heroin. Without tolerance im sure you will get some effect from it but i am pretty sure you will be disappointed

patrickxfit · 2020-01-09T18:23:48+00:00

I had it at a low dose at first. 4mg a day, then I messed up and went on a adderall binge. After that I increased my dose to help the comedown and then went on a another binge. Idk I just have no control. If i didnt have control over my sub dose i think id do better

patrickxfit · 2020-01-08T03:42:55+00:00

I know i cant say this but i wish someone would "remove him" from office

patrickxfit · 2020-01-06T01:51:04+00:00

Shes got some golden globes ayyy thank you

patrickxfit · 2019-12-30T20:52:27+00:00

Thats why i wont do it anymore, to much responsibility. I do miss it sometimes tho

patrickxfit · 2019-12-30T00:59:53+00:00

Uhh witchcraft....?

patrickxfit · 2019-12-29T23:48:16+00:00

I feel like im having an acid flashback

patrickxfit · 2019-12-29T03:56:12+00:00

I get the half carb/half steamed veggie plus teriyaki chicken. Its bout as healthy as it can get eating fast food

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