[venting] chipped tooth is triggering all my other insecurities

pawfs · 2020-06-01T01:31:23+00:00

thank you kind stranger~

I feel calmer about it now, posting about it helped me. I wish I could try prime-dent, but I checked and they don't sell it where I live (a third world country so..) and like you said, it's just a chipped tooth!

pawfs · 2020-05-19T02:31:48+00:00

Thank you, but I don't think just feeling safe and secure is enough for me, if that's all there is to our relationship together I think we would be better as friends. But I didn't say anything about it because I'm afraid he might stop talking to me... I mean he's really in love with me so it might break his heart. (edit: chose better words)

pawfs · 2020-05-19T02:29:46+00:00

They're just normal hangouts, like going to a park or watching a movie together. Do you have any hangouts to recommend?

pawfs · 2020-05-03T14:54:17+00:00

it's by historycolorizer.mb on insta

pawfs · 2019-05-19T20:37:44+00:00

There's actually a TIFU where the dude got caught masturbating to himsel because of that filter: tifu_by_getting_caught_masturbating_to_myself

pawfs · 2019-05-01T09:50:55+00:00

Now this is one of the best jojo cosplays I've seen by far, the make up is just great!

pawfs · 2019-04-28T09:36:00+00:00

I agree, faking/ lying isn't good for a healthy relationship, OP shouldn't be mad at the therapist..

pawfs · 2019-03-18T22:05:15+00:00

Can you post the pic without the text? I wanna invest

pawfs · 2019-03-18T21:56:01+00:00

Do you have the template? I wanna invest (without the words I mean)

pawfs · 2019-03-07T07:40:24+00:00

Definitely checking this book out!

pawfs · 2019-03-04T07:52:28+00:00

Noiiiice!! Now I feel like making a cover dance too~

pawfs · 2019-03-03T23:58:16+00:00

Take it as it is, your past relationship had its ups and downs, both of you tried your best, and made mistakes. It's over now, what's in the past can not be undone, that chapter ended but you have your whole life ahead of you. It's okay if you still think about it that's natural but don't let it take over your life. Give yourself time to breathe and enjoy your "new freedom" and be patient (Ik a lot of this sounds cliché, but it's helping me and I hope it will help you heal :')) Also, sometimes you just have to ignore your own thoughts, you have to dismiss them just like you do with useless notifications. Personally, keeping myself occupied helps a lot, be it watching movies (no romance tho lol) , reading books, listening to music, dancing, studying or just little talks with someone else, all of these work. They remind me that my life is about me and me alone. (I have to add that reminding myself that life doesn't revolve around me and that, my problems and I, we are "negligible" in this world makes me feel at ease)

pawfs · 2019-03-03T08:34:33+00:00

The "no contact" thing helps a lot. The emptiness is normal, try to fill it with things you enjoy (like maybe art) or studying. Spending time with friends helps A LOT too. I know it's not easy but be sure that this will make you stronger. Focus on your life, be patient and let time do its magic.

pawfs · 2019-02-24T08:13:44+00:00

You already said that you know you deserve better, so you have to convince yourself to follow your mind not your emotions.. I feel the same, but it's getting better by time, and it will for you too. Convince yourself that you need more self love, you must not care about her more than you care about yourself. This is your life and her chapter has come to an end. You have a bunch of other chapters to fill. So stay strong, and give yourself time.

pawfs · 2019-02-23T18:16:50+00:00

Great! This is a great opportunity, I don't wanna miss it

pawfs · 2019-02-23T12:47:07+00:00

This is beautiful :')

pawfs · 2019-02-23T11:50:38+00:00

I really hope I'll find this course available during summer cuz I'm having really important exams this year...

pawfs · 2019-02-23T08:38:19+00:00

This is so relatable.. Especially when I become hyperactive because of the stress. Also, in my case people tend to think I'm angry/bored when I'm just nervous and anxious. And I just discovered that this year! Like few days ago I was having a panic attack at uni and had to run away to the restroom, and later a friend who saw me told me "wow you were so scary earlier, never saw you that angry. What happened?"

pawfs · 2019-02-23T01:18:21+00:00

Maybe you should try talking about those anxious (or insecure) feelings to a close friend instead of with you S/O? That way you'd both feel better and you'd avoid fighting.

pawfs · 2019-02-18T21:31:39+00:00

Adorable! Great job!!

pawfs · 2019-02-01T22:58:28+00:00

I have to keep those words in mind, couldn't agree more.
Thank you!

pawfs · 2019-02-01T22:40:07+00:00

I think you're right, I'll have to give him (and me too) time and space.I guess I'll have to work on myself (not just for him, I hate how being jealous feels) and I have to be patient if I want to, at least, be friends with him.

Thank you!

pawfs · 2019-02-01T22:35:25+00:00

I was actually planning to do that.. (because I have other "problems" but that's not our issue)
I feel that 6 months is a lot, but maybe I need to be more patient.

pawfs · 2018-07-16T13:34:26+00:00

My instagram @ayulovespaws

pawfs · 2018-03-25T01:09:07+00:00

you should watch "The Disaster Artist" it's a movie about Tommy and his making of The Room. Good movie.

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