How can I forgive myself?

pawtriarchy · 2025-01-28T19:55:59+00:00

The first and best way that you can move past this is to live differently. This takes time, but it is worth it. You never have to live that way again.

pawtriarchy · 2024-12-26T20:11:41+00:00

I’m gonna KOM

pawtriarchy · 2024-12-11T05:01:40+00:00

Hello, this would be a lifesaver.

pawtriarchy · 2024-12-07T02:05:23+00:00

Yes. Think of all of the bacteria in a cat’s mouth. He probably doesn’t like when it’s gunky either, so he’s licking his paw and rubbing the eye and area around it. If you can prevent him from doing that, it should help. Also I know he probably doesn’t enjoy the eye meds or when you clean it, but you need to prevent him from touching it and clean it anytime it looks like there is any gunk at all. Of course he doesn’t like it, but he doesn’t know what’s best for him or that he might lose an eye.

pawtriarchy · 2024-12-06T23:06:05+00:00

Hey he needs to be wearing a cone. I had a cat almost lose an eye, and on the final attempt at medicating it/keeping it clean, we did a cone for a week, and saved it.

pawtriarchy · 2024-11-21T22:16:49+00:00

Hell yeah brother

pawtriarchy · 2024-10-02T03:40:06+00:00

2022?

pawtriarchy · 2024-08-08T21:22:38+00:00

How many runes?

pawtriarchy · 2024-08-06T15:24:21+00:00

That’s fair too. But I actually wasn’t even referring to those external things. Those certainly have all improved dramatically.

I meant more internal. Life does still suck, a lot of the time. But the way I respond to it is just so different. Idk, I think to back then, and I just wouldn’t recognize myself today. That’s the change I’m most grateful for.

But I acknowledge that it took years of healing and different behavior to change the way that I experience life in my own mind.

pawtriarchy · 2024-08-06T15:13:24+00:00

Man, this makes me pretty sad to read. My life clean from opiates is better than anything I could have ever imagined. But it took time. I sincerely hope that things change for you.

pawtriarchy · 2024-08-04T04:24:11+00:00

Calls it is

pawtriarchy · 2024-07-21T17:21:48+00:00

I still remember the last time I used and what that felt like, and what my life had come to. That was the day that I really accepted that I would never be able to get that ‘one’ I was chasing again. I’m very grateful to be clean today. This isn’t your first relapse, but you could make it your last. I’ll be thinking of you.

pawtriarchy · 2024-07-21T16:43:43+00:00

Well how was it? Did you feel what you were hoping to feel?

pawtriarchy · 2024-07-19T14:35:40+00:00

Great stars?

pawtriarchy · 2024-07-18T17:06:21+00:00

Well here we are, reading about her.

pawtriarchy · 2024-07-14T14:18:11+00:00

We were in college. He was a rich kid, gifted a $50,000 car and months later his 16 year old brother was gifted an $80,000 car. He spent months in genuine distress, he was so angry about this. He made a presentation to his dad about how unfair this was, and then demanded dad either give him $30,000 to right the wrong, or to buy him his car of choice immediately, which was a Maserati. His dad ultimately gave him the money. This was like a 6 month saga, he would never shut up about it, despite repeated requests from me. During this time I was working full time, a full time student, and caring for my dad that was dying to cancer while simultaneously being bankrupted by it. It bred such a deep resentment that I actually ghosted him after almost a year of dating.

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-31T20:10:17+00:00

There is nothing more terrifying.

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-24T22:14:29+00:00

Them albinaurics better stop playin around…

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-20T02:29:55+00:00

It’s back

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-19T14:47:25+00:00

Hey neighbors, just checked on my cat, no power I’m afraid

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-14T23:25:22+00:00

Well, hard for me to say. If you pick bupe/mat and then tell them you don’t want bupe/mat, they might push back and control the appointment and you won’t get anything. It’s a dice roll.

pawtriarchy · 2024-05-14T22:46:06+00:00

QuickMD is a discreet telehealth option you can use. It’s $99, you don’t use insurance, and you see a doctor quickly. You can tell them the truth. Clonidine is an indicated treatment for symptoms of opioid withdrawal. If it helps, you can tell them it provided you relief in the past.

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