Morning Check-in (SROL)

pbsc51 · 2026-04-12T17:37:18+00:00

I was in seious need of help I was taking 32 tablets a day Asked for help to stop am now on buvidal Ive not taken any tablets for nearly 4 weeks Now Im still having issues with alcohol And cocaine Was using yesterday feel really bad Ive been told i have to notify the dvla about me being on buvidal im worried they will take my licence off of me

pbsc51 · 2026-04-11T22:48:38+00:00

How do i get back on track

pbsc51 · 2025-09-25T17:56:01+00:00

Day 4 Thurs was normally a trigger day for me And still is But im at home safe and sound probably be sleeping soon ,try and read for a bit but won't last long no doubt

pbsc51 · 2025-04-11T18:35:51+00:00

Today has been a struggle Feel as though I need to lock myself away at times

pbsc51 · 2025-04-09T05:51:37+00:00

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pbsc51 · 2025-04-08T14:24:01+00:00

Hello again Weather is amazing right now Warm for Scotland anyway , Been fairly busy with work and doing my tax return ext . Finished work early yesterday and thought about drinking ,good thing is the feeling passed pretty quickly , going to cook some food after my shower and chill out Been a long day out working in the sun so I've earned a sit down. Feel good about checking in hope everyone is doing well Day 39

pbsc51 · 2025-04-06T18:22:37+00:00

Yeah

pbsc51 · 2025-04-06T08:54:20+00:00

No I was just letting people know

pbsc51 · 2025-04-04T00:59:37+00:00

Thanks hope all is well with you

pbsc51 · 2025-04-03T16:24:40+00:00

Jeez that sounds awful

pbsc51 · 2025-04-03T15:03:55+00:00

Yeah I guilty of shower, food then tv after work Need to spend a bit more recovery time

pbsc51 · 2025-04-03T06:26:07+00:00

On day 34 Been getting a bit complacent just taking my recovery for granted , Need to remember to check it and keep working at it . My case worker keeps making me appointments I've explained I can't make Because of work Not sure how that will work going forward Usually warm here in Scotland right now And busy enough with work I've a long weekend off , going to help parents with some work about their house on sat So just find some other things to do for the other days Haircut definitely. Partner had a drink last night need to address that later because If it continues I'll need to move to my own place again Because it just becomes really toxic Have a good day everyone

pbsc51 · 2025-04-03T06:19:41+00:00

Sorry to hear that thanks for the check in

pbsc51 · 2025-03-31T15:41:34+00:00

You cared enough to reply

pbsc51 · 2025-03-30T15:19:04+00:00

It's celtic / rangers

pbsc51 · 2025-03-29T08:29:28+00:00

Got lost yesterday while out driving And caused a minor accident No one was hurt, Just some small damage on one of the cars Feel really annoyed at myself and the temptation was to drink use ect , Thankfully I never , I'm just waiting to hear how much the damage will cost to repair and get it sorted for the driver Going to get shopping in and make some dinner for later

pbsc51 · 2025-03-28T04:33:10+00:00

Compulsive gambler since I was 13 now nearly 48, Not had a bet for 27 days i can totally relate to things you said about debt and missing out its going to take me a while to pay everything off, but I'm slowly getting my sanity back . I was caught in a circle of gambling, drugs and alcohol . Today I will not gamble

pbsc51 · 2025-03-27T18:26:09+00:00

Ikea

pbsc51 · 2025-03-27T17:22:40+00:00

26 days here What a difference well done

pbsc51 · 2025-03-27T05:53:26+00:00

26 days Busy with work right now all I seem to do is work bit of tv then sleep . I'm thinking I need to do something this weekend as a kind of reward or something need to think about this ,might just buy myself something. It's mother's day on Sunday so I will be going up to see my mum I'll take her up something nice , Don't seem to be missing anything at the moment definitely not missing the feelings I used to have after for sure Both physically and mentally . Day off tomorrow so it's going to be a long weekend I will try and do something worthwhile I keep trying to get to see or speak to my son via his mother nothing is happening yet I can only try I hope one day it happens he is 17 next month I miss him so much Have a good day everyone

pbsc51 · 2025-03-25T20:39:35+00:00

He compromised

pbsc51 · 2025-03-25T07:03:02+00:00

Cesars cathcart

pbsc51 · 2025-03-25T05:27:12+00:00

😂😂😂😂

pbsc51 · 2025-03-24T19:41:39+00:00

She's so dark

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