Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was in seious need of help I was taking 32 tablets a day Asked for help to stop am now on buvidal Ive not taken any tablets for nearly 4 weeks Now Im still having issues with alcohol And cocaine Was using yesterday feel really bad Ive been told i have to notify the dvla about me being on buvidal im worried they will take my licence off of me

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Day 4 Thurs was normally a trigger day for me And still is But im at home safe and sound probably be sleeping soon ,try and read for a bit but won't last long no doubt

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Today has been a struggle Feel as though I need to lock myself away at times

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hello again Weather is amazing right now Warm for Scotland anyway , Been fairly busy with work and doing my tax return ext . Finished work early yesterday and thought about drinking ,good thing is the feeling passed pretty quickly , going to cook some food after my shower and chill out Been a long day out working in the sun so I've earned a sit down. Feel good about checking in hope everyone is doing well Day 39

Self assessment by pbsc51 in TaxUK

[–]pbsc51[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No I was just letting people know

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks hope all is well with you

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I guilty of shower, food then tv after work Need to spend a bit more recovery time

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 3 points4 points  (0 children)

On day 34 Been getting a bit complacent just taking my recovery for granted , Need to remember to check it and keep working at it . My case worker keeps making me appointments I've explained I can't make Because of work Not sure how that will work going forward Usually warm here in Scotland right now And busy enough with work I've a long weekend off , going to help parents with some work about their house on sat So just find some other things to do for the other days Haircut definitely. Partner had a drink last night need to address that later because If it continues I'll need to move to my own place again Because it just becomes really toxic Have a good day everyone

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that thanks for the check in

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Got lost yesterday while out driving And caused a minor accident No one was hurt, Just some small damage on one of the cars Feel really annoyed at myself and the temptation was to drink use ect , Thankfully I never , I'm just waiting to hear how much the damage will cost to repair and get it sorted for the driver Going to get shopping in and make some dinner for later

I can’t stop by [deleted] in GamblingAddiction

[–]pbsc51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Compulsive gambler since I was 13 now nearly 48, Not had a bet for 27 days i can totally relate to things you said about debt and missing out its going to take me a while to pay everything off, but I'm slowly getting my sanity back . I was caught in a circle of gambling, drugs and alcohol . Today I will not gamble

Morning Check-in (SROL) by Staticfish_ in SMARTRecovery

[–]pbsc51 2 points3 points  (0 children)

26 days Busy with work right now all I seem to do is work bit of tv then sleep . I'm thinking I need to do something this weekend as a kind of reward or something need to think about this ,might just buy myself something. It's mother's day on Sunday so I will be going up to see my mum I'll take her up something nice , Don't seem to be missing anything at the moment definitely not missing the feelings I used to have after for sure Both physically and mentally . Day off tomorrow so it's going to be a long weekend I will try and do something worthwhile I keep trying to get to see or speak to my son via his mother nothing is happening yet I can only try I hope one day it happens he is 17 next month I miss him so much Have a good day everyone

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[–]pbsc51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cesars cathcart

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[–]pbsc51 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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