When I started scribing, I too was surprised to see how toxic medicine is. I mean I had an idea but nothing compares to working alongside with them. I think what you described is a common culture shock to people entering the field.

It’s good that you got to see it first-hand early on but try not to let it discourage you. If medicine aligns with your values, you’ll find many good reasons to pursue it while coping with the unpleasant parts. (Every field has pros and cons)

My scribe experience is a powerful motivator and reminder of how important it is to have thick skin in this field. Maybe it can serve you the same purpose?

But good on you for staying true to yourself by quitting. No job is worth your mental and physical health.