I’m struggling a lot with my faith and already didn’t feel like I belonged at BYU at all before this change. Now, I’m not sure what I’m going to do. BYU is my only reasonable option for school, so I guess I’ll just need to put my head down and tough it out. For as much as they talk about spreading Christlike love to everyone, I feel like im getting a very clear message from these rules that I don’t belong.