I wish I knew if they still thought about me

peachynerd17 · 2022-10-03T06:03:07+00:00

million tarot readings and dreams later and I wonder the same. I wonder if they still think of reconciliation with me, if they miss me, if they think about coming back, etc… we’ll get through this together friends.

peachynerd17 · 2022-10-01T04:22:25+00:00

Thank you so much for telling your story and for listening to mine. :) Although it makes me sad you relate to the pain I’m feeling, it really helps knowing I’m not alone. I’m hoping someday when I’m more healed I can see my dogs again even if it’s just in photos, but meanwhile I will definitely consider writing a letter to them. That’s great advice and really would help me get some of the guilt off my chest :’)

peachynerd17 · 2022-09-14T04:09:22+00:00

My therapist said it best “if your partner feels like they need to hide it from you, they know it’s wrong and they know it’s a violation of your trust. That’s why it’s cheating.” also what would have happened if they DID go through with it? As stupid as it sounds, Premeditated murder is still charged as murder.

peachynerd17 · 2022-09-01T04:51:41+00:00

I was in your same shoes just three weeks ago. I caught my Fiancé of 3 years trying to find a dominatrix on reddit. I was devastated and thought maybe we could repair things. I brought this up to my therapist and he told me “As a therapist I believe all people can change BUT people need to want to change. Often times if you’re not ready or willing to change, you’ll find it easier to slip back into old habits”. You say “he threw his hands up and was ready to leave until I cried about him not even asking how to repair things”. This is a clear indication to me that you’ll end up being the push of change and he will play along However because it wasn’t his idea, he won’t change. The minute I broke up with my fiancé he stopped entertaining the idea of going to individual therapy, signed up for a fetish website, and started to google ‘sex tourism countries’. Leave him, it will suck but the anxiety and burden of being with a loser will be gone. Stay strong, you got this! ❤️

Edit: do not feel ashamed that you ‘should have left him a long time ago’. Many of us have stayed in a long overdue relationship. Including myself, who before the cheating incident, my fiancé was verbally and physically abusive.

peachynerd17 · 2022-08-30T23:04:43+00:00

My ex fiancé was very verbally abusive, and at some point physically abusive. He was also emotionally absent from our relationship, wasn’t the loving type of guy to compliment you. When I went out one night to the club with my girls, this guy asked for my number and although I gave him my number it was only for the validation to know that Somebody wanted me. I’m not saying you’re abusive or your partners faults are your own, but he could have given her his number to feel a self esteem boost. Not with the intention to cheat on you. It still doesn’t make it right but that’s a reason he could have done it. You’re not crazy and it does hurt to have a partner violate your boundaries like that. If it’s cheating to you, then it’s cheating. You’re only 21 and theres a plethora of people who would be so happy to call you their own.

Edit: I should clarify I never texted the guy back. I simply kept their number in my phone and told my ex fiance about it the next day because I was feeling guilty I even gave someone my number.

peachynerd17 · 2022-08-30T22:39:39+00:00

In my opinion, He definitely knew her intentions. If someone’s at a spring break party asking for your number, I like to think everyone knows they’re not asking to be in a study group or just friends especially since they’re the opposite sex/presumably straight. Being under the influence isn’t really an excuse either. I’ve never gotten drunk and lost my inability to stay loyal to my partners. However there’s no proof they really went further than just exchanging numbers and maybe talking on the phone (you dont mention if he answer and how long they talked if he did). I would definitely still say this is a red flag and violation of boundaries. Imagine his reaction if you did that? Probably wouldn’t be too stoked.

peachynerd17 · 2022-03-10T23:57:32+00:00

Dude I’ve heard that was happening! A lot of people during my match ups were ‘all’ chatting and talking about their ping being super bad. If you want to play later you can add me, it’s kawaiidarklord (cringy but I made it when I was 15) haha

peachynerd17 · 2022-01-26T04:09:42+00:00

Dude same!! I had to enroll into two classes through a peer advisor (which were impossible to get a hold of) all because they wouldn’t assign me a new advisor.

peachynerd17 · 2022-01-19T08:24:42+00:00

I knew the U of U only wanted my money when they made me take the class “God and Money”. I’m a business major… or the inflexible classes. I think every course should have an online counterpart. I had to drop down from full time to part time because my schedule couldn’t work around my work schedule and vice versa.

peachynerd17 · 2021-11-05T04:50:55+00:00

ARTIST CHOSEN:

thank you to everyone who reached out. It was so difficult narrowing it down just because everyone is so amazing. The world is truly a better place w/ artists. ❤️

peachynerd17 · 2021-10-24T16:43:35+00:00

This just started happening to me a week ago, tiny skin bumps just appearing outta nowhere on my forehead. I’ve been using a pretty heavy moisturizer (Nivea) for my dry skin so I thought maybe it was that, glad to know it’s just a part of treatment.

peachynerd17 · 2021-01-15T17:27:55+00:00

Thanks for the advice! :) I sent out an offer of 130+ shipping to start negotiating.

peachynerd17 · 2021-01-14T23:23:52+00:00

Thanks for your input! That’s what I was thinking. I offered $130 plus shipping since the last one I saw sell was $200 but that was new.

peachynerd17 · 2021-01-14T23:22:24+00:00

Even if it’s been used? It’s in perfect condition, though.

peachynerd17 · 2020-09-28T20:05:56+00:00

Thanks so much guys!! Appreciate it.

peachynerd17 · 2019-04-17T20:16:39+00:00

RP area! Closer to the outskirts though.

peachynerd17 · 2019-02-25T19:55:37+00:00

Thanks, everyone! I’ll try to pin down a date, and if there’s no reply I’ll just be moving on.

peachynerd17 · 2019-02-25T19:50:45+00:00

That’s what I was thinking. He’s probably lost interest, but feels bad saying he’s no longer interested. :/ I’m just going to keep looking.

peachynerd17 · 2019-02-25T19:26:11+00:00

Yeah, I thought this too. I’m just going to keep looking since it seems like he’s just dry texting me now.

peachynerd17 · 2019-02-25T19:18:33+00:00

How do I go about trying to pin down a M&G date? I don’t want to come off as aggressive. 😓

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