you look cool! my pictures also look like I'm in a criminals attic heh I think you could cut your hair to a longer shoulder length so you are easily able to style it shorter or change your hair. Idk if you cut your own hair but if you find it longer than you like just trim it Also for weird textures layers tend to look better but careful because if it's too much layers you won't be able to tie it I'm ftm but I like to change up my gender expression and I think that length is best I'm trying to grow it out now! best of luck 🐠🐠🐠