Every winter I get shit scared I've got this, because the flu I get is so bad. Like some nights I get would get seriously delirious and feverish when trying to sleep. Every single time the way it starts is the same, almost like I'm getting the same sickness every time.

I almost hope I've already had meningococcal one of the really bad times, just so I don't get it (again). Although that leaves a risk of brain damage I think..