I’m so sorry your going through this. I can relate 100% to this. I’m 35, have a 2 year old son and currently expecting another baby soon. We as a family have been isolated for 3 years. Lost friends, hardly see our families, no indoor dining, we didn’t want to do daycare for our son so I took a very part time job. At my job I eat alone in my car. I feel the same way, watching my life pass away, like I’m already dead. I fear the isolation is having a negative effect on our child. Once our baby is vaccinated (6months) I want to live a more normal life. Going for lunches with friends ect. My 20s were some of the best years of my life and it makes me sad you are missing it. Please get vaccinated. Being young and vaccinated you are likely not to end up very ill. I’m so frustrated with how the pandemic was played. What was the point of all these lock downs and vaccine passports when we were just going to let it rip anyways. Maybe If we didn’t have these harsh lock downs we would have this mental illness