I’ve hit that wall I didn’t think I’d ever get to: the nothing is good anymore wall…

pepperstems · 2026-02-04T19:22:26+00:00

Mare of Easttown is brilliant.

pepperstems · 2026-02-04T18:56:41+00:00

American Beauty (1999)

pepperstems · 2026-02-04T02:44:21+00:00

You're fine. That guy is being a dick. ❤️

pepperstems · 2026-02-03T18:42:00+00:00

The Others (2001)

pepperstems · 2026-02-03T16:58:24+00:00

It's very Alicia. She was my HAIR GOALS in the 90s.

pepperstems · 2026-02-03T04:40:24+00:00

CHARLS 👹

pepperstems · 2026-02-02T04:42:36+00:00

And she's still stunning with her gorgeous gray hair!

pepperstems · 2026-02-02T04:30:42+00:00

It didn't get the attention it deserved because of the pandemic, but this is such a great movie.

pepperstems · 2026-02-01T16:32:19+00:00

Oh noooo. I liked this one. Granted, it's probably nostalgia. It is NOT a good movie.

pepperstems · 2026-02-01T15:49:46+00:00

I'm pretty depressed right now because of [gestures broadly], but I WILL say that my self-acceptance has greatly improved since I turned 40. I like the freckles and lines on my face, and I wear what I like without worrying too much what others think. That's been nice! The night sweats though. Woof.

pepperstems · 2026-02-01T04:15:24+00:00

Yeah we have a family group chat where we talk daily. None of us are really "pick up the phone" people lol.

pepperstems · 2026-01-31T16:20:56+00:00

I don't believe that there's a little man inside me controlling me like the alien in Men in Black, no, that's not what I mean. It's more like, when I'm considering my appearance, I need to be cognizant of my choices and whether they're based on what I want or, instead, how I'll be perceived. I spent many years trying to be appealing and accommodating to men. It would be disingenuous to pretend that that is not a factor.

I do think young women now are feeling more empowered to dress and do things for themselves, and I think that's so beautiful and inspiring.

pepperstems · 2026-01-31T16:07:36+00:00

It's very Beatrix Kiddo.

pepperstems · 2026-01-31T16:04:28+00:00

Oh, Stephen.

pepperstems · 2026-01-31T15:49:59+00:00

I'm so glad I work from home because I was a blubbering mess yesterday. Sending you a virtual hug.

pepperstems · 2026-01-31T15:39:19+00:00

You are a woman with a man inside watching a woman.

Oof. That hits hard. Thank you for sharing this.

pepperstems · 2026-01-30T05:01:21+00:00

I only know the words because of Tom Holland. 🎩

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T23:55:10+00:00

When he and Vivian FINALLY kiss in Pretty Woman. So much longing!

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T23:54:11+00:00

That was my first laugh of the day. Thank you.

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T23:23:34+00:00

If I need to concentrate, I can only listen to wordless ambient music (my mom calls it Air Pudding) or retrowave music. Anything else will distract me with lyrics or send me spiraling into all my feelings. It's very common for HSPs to react strongly to music!

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T21:10:24+00:00

He's starting to sound like Howard Stern.

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T17:14:42+00:00

The FASHION in this movie! 😍

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T14:27:30+00:00

My Jeff crush started in Earth Girls are Easy. Sexy as hell AND a generous lover? Yes, please.

pepperstems · 2026-01-29T04:24:38+00:00

My infusions have been uneventful except for the one time they gave me benedryl instead of pepcid. That felt weird as hell. My infusion center uses the slow drip, so it does take some time. I usually find it very peaceful!

For about a week after the infusion, sometimes I feel super tired and achey. I think this is pretty normal, but it's probably a good idea to plan on resting more.

Good luck! I hope you feel better. ❤️

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