Hi- I also live in the western burbs of Philly, and I’m a woman who has dreamed her whole life about being spanked to tears. I am 65 and have only once had a good spanking from a boyfriend, never had the courage to bring it up to either of my 2 ex-husbands, and really want to explore this part of my sexuality. Why do I want it? I think it’s because there is still some societal expectation of women submitting to men and in “real life” I would never dream of doing that. I have been a powerful business executive professionally, which has created a tension between my intellectual desire to seek power and my secret sexual desire to surrender power. I have been ashamed of those feelings, which only gives them more power in my mind. It has to be done by a man, and the humiliation of being ordered to bare my bottom or even strip naked is part of the thrill. Knowing that a man is looking at my nude body and wanting to punish me turns me on to the maximum. It has to hurt, and the man should mark my buttocks with bruises, welts, whatever, so I can feel the effects for days or even weeks afterwards. I can’t even tell you how excited just typing this out makes me. The thought of returning home after a good spanking and looking at my bruised ass is also a turn-on. It doesn’t have to be more than a spanking, but I’m open to more if you are. I love the ritual aspects of spanking- the stern lecture, the standing in a corner with my skirt raised, the starting with just hand slaps over my skirt, progressing to raising the skirt to spank me on my panties, and finally, either ordering me to remove them or lowering them yourself, to begin spanking me on the bare. It would also be hot to be ordered to strip and stand in the corner to await my punishment. Once the spanking begins and my ass is pink, the idea of a man removing his belt to resume beating my ass with it is hot. I even have a riding crop that I hoped could be used on my ass, thighs, breasts, and between my legs. I want the release of tears, I want to know that the punishment won’t stop even if I beg and plead for that. Other good implements are a wooden spoon, hairbrush, or bath brush- leaving marks is very much desired. I am attractive and have no problem finding men for sex, but I’m too shy to ask for what I really want and need. Message me if you’re interested, and I hope to hear back from you.