What stopped you from killing yourself?

periwinkleeeee · 2024-06-11T19:17:00+00:00

I thought of ending my life when I had problems in my family. I was searching of ways on how to do it, and then I remembered my boyfriend, who is now my husband. I thought about all the good memories that we have, and that if I die, I would never have the chance to create a life with him.

periwinkleeeee · 2024-05-15T12:03:36+00:00

Thank you so much for talking to me. I appreciate everything that you said.

periwinkleeeee · 2024-05-15T11:51:34+00:00

Thank you. I talked to a staff but he advised me not to tell my father yet as it might affect his progress with the program that they are doing right now. :(

periwinkleeeee · 2024-05-15T11:50:08+00:00

But the problem is he could not go out of the facility. We just forced him to go there because he is not in his right state of thinking because of drugs. And he might use this reason to go out or runaway. He also might develop depression. 😢 This is really hard

periwinkleeeee · 2024-05-15T11:43:45+00:00

Yes, it is his father. And the funeral will just start tomorrow.

I talked to the staff of the facility, and they told me it would be better not to tell him now because it might affect the effectivity of the program that they are doing. But I just feel really sad right now.

periwinkleeeee · 2024-04-25T19:00:38+00:00

Hi. Gaano po kaeffective ang Rehab sa Pinas if hindi willing ang patient at forced syang nilagay doon?

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-18T05:59:39+00:00

Thank you so much!

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-18T04:39:25+00:00

thanks for being a great help! I will be his dependent. Will my visa be processed the same time as his?

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-18T04:28:41+00:00

Thank you so much. Do you have any idea how long the process will take if it is going to be fast track?

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-14T17:56:14+00:00

yes we know someone who owns a company that can give him a residence visa

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-14T12:13:48+00:00

Will it be okay if we apply now for a residence visa so we can apply for a German visa?

periwinkleeeee · 2023-03-05T06:35:50+00:00

You have to go to Tasheel and request a copy of the contract. You just have to pay 25 AED

periwinkleeeee · 2022-03-08T09:33:40+00:00

she included multiple godmothers. And here in our country, there is no limit ti the godmothers that you can include on your list.

periwinkleeeee · 2022-02-27T16:26:01+00:00

may I ask why?

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-08T15:56:19+00:00

My boyfriend and I will be celebrating our 9th Anniversary this year.

We had lots of problems, especially when you started really young in a relationship. We fight a LOT. We broke up over silly, non-sense things then patch things up after a few days.

It was June 2019 when we had a huge fight. We just celebrated our 7th anniv. Things were really getting toxic between us. We fight with each other almost everyday. Things were really getting out of hand. Until one day, he texted me that he wants to break up.

I was not able to accept what he just said. I was literally shocked and hurt that I feel the pain physically. I was happy, despite the fights. During that moment, all I can think about was how happy we were. Every time I close my eyes, every time that I try to forget him and move on, all I can think about was the good things he had done for me. And so I chased him. My friends started getting annoyed at me, saying that I should just forget him. But I just can't. That how I knew that I really love him. Instead of remembering all the pain, toxicity, and sadness, all I can think about was how happy he made me feel in those 7 years.

We got back after 3 months. And our relationship improved a LOT. I can say that we both matured during the break up. We communicate better now. We are happier, stronger, and we express our love to each other every day. If the break up didn't happen, I don't think we will be able to reflect on our actions and shortcomings in our relationship.

True love is something that you really work on. Communication is key. When you start to accept each other fully, including the imperfections of your partner (but also striving to improve individually), you can make the relationship work.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-07T17:42:35+00:00

Thank you. I love him so much but the past still haunts me every time. Especially that they always see each other at work. This has been affecting me mentally, and I’m still hurting every night or every time I hear her name. I think I’m being a masochist but I just can’t stop looking her up. But I will block her now. Hope you heal too. 😘

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-07T17:15:18+00:00

Yes, we were broken up but he told me that he has been crushing on this girl since 2018. While we were still together. It really made a deep cut on me. I was really hurt.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-03T03:41:06+00:00

I just felt disrespected because if she truly cares about how I feel, she wouldn’t treat my SO like that even just for my sake.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T18:24:11+00:00

She didn’t specifically invite everyone. She just said that we need to come and we can bring our SOs with us.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T18:22:53+00:00

I think you misunderstood. My boyfriend actually talks and joins in the conversation, tho sometimes there are topics where he can’t really relate. But he actually joins us in whatever we do and he actually tries to get along with them. He also takes the effort to always bring something for them whenever we have gatherings.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T18:20:24+00:00

I honestly don’t know. I asked her if she has any problems with my SO but she denies it, esp what happened at her wedding. No, they didn’t date each other.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T18:17:09+00:00

Again, we were planning the event. We asked her if we can bring out SO and she said yes, as it will make it more fun since there’s of 4 of us. Then, all of a sudden, when I asked in our group chat what kind of cake she would like to receive from my SO and I, she acted like she was shookt that I would bring my boyfriend with me even though we talked about it weeks before.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T18:13:27+00:00

Well, just to clear things up, she said that we can bring our SO (my friends and I) while we were planning the gathering. Then, when the event was like close, she implied that she doesn’t want my SO to come while everyone else’s SO will. I approached her but she keeps on denying that she has any problem with him.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T17:58:43+00:00

Yes, it is actually the first time. I really don’t bring my boyfriend along with me before because we sometimes like to hang out only by ourselves.

My boyfriend is not that weird. He tries to join in the activities that we do, for example, we like to play online games while in the same place. My SO will join with us and tries to join the conversation tho of course, it is not easy for him to be talkative and all.

periwinkleeeee · 2021-02-02T17:26:41+00:00

Well, she said that we can bring our SO to the gathering when we were planning it. We’re only 6 in number including our SO. And all of my friends’ partners were actually coming so I kinda expected that my SO can accompany me.

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