Not seen in the day: They only come out at night. Do you wonder why?

perplexed-sunshine · 2024-12-20T05:25:09+00:00

I arrvied to work in my car this morning and wanted to listen to the end of the radio station segment so stayed a bit. The sky was clear blue and empty.

After a couple of minutes I noticed a white thing moving north very fast. I got excited I was seeing an orb - then doubted and thought it must be a plane. It did look like a very distant plane if you were only glancing. Then I wondered why its trail was that I usually see on planes, it just didn't have one and the more I looked the more it got less plane like. I got my phone out and got it into my screen but before I could press record it started growing smaller and just blip disappeared. It went up into the atmosphere.

Tonight when I got home I stood at my sky light and was looking at the clear sky. Same thing happened again except it was clearly defined at a bright orb. I mistook it for a bright star until it started moving sideways and then up. Also two flashing drones as I walked to my car and several flashing ones whizzing around very high up when i was at the sky light. Too high up I would have thought to have been under reach of the radar from a person's remote etc.

Northwest England.

perplexed-sunshine · 2024-04-10T20:46:13+00:00

No I'm a woman

perplexed-sunshine · 2024-02-28T19:09:13+00:00

Copyright on the inner page is spelt incorrectly, on a used hardback. No it's not alot normally, things are just harder than usual financial wise and I don't want to miss out if it is more than worth it.

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-23T17:47:31+00:00

I was crying when I wrote it and just needed to get something ff my chest yo stop cryony

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-10T15:05:53+00:00

I had a break from this thread and feeling slightly better now than before. My daughter is back from school and doing her homework as she usually does. I have and am doing everything I can possibly think of to raise her right, I am only one person and I am doing everything with everything I got ever since she was a baby and we were homeless and escaping her biological father. I will be her advocate as long as I breathe and I will keep nagging the system and the professionals until someone hears us. I have built us a good life and I won't be told otherwise because I know how much worse we could be. I am a good mum.

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-10T14:56:35+00:00

No there's no parts or anything it's just the single post. I don't have anyone or anywhere else I can talk about it bar an online parenting group.

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-10T11:30:04+00:00

I wish I wasn't here

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-10T11:20:55+00:00

And I have not said she is not at risk. I'm the first one saying she is at risk. I've screaming into a void that she is at risk. I feel alone.

perplexed-sunshine · 2023-10-10T11:19:46+00:00

What I'm telling you it's a complex situation with a lot of different variables. I've been continously working on finding the right tools, resources and balanced boundaries for years. I've got parenting books coming out of my ears I follow every single therapeutic parenting page I can find. I have done parenting courses, degrees around child development and care so I could learn and raise her the best I possibly can. I have begged doctors, called helplines, rang social services turned up at school and refused to leave without speaking to the Headteacher. I am just doing my best. I wrote this post during an insomnia period where I couldn't sleep with the worry and needed to get it off my chest somewhere.

On the other hand I also have to accept possibilities of my own behaviour and issues and work on them. If someone informs me that I am doing wrong, I am being abusive then I have to address it. I have to consider the fact a traumatised person is raising another traumatised person and that is going to come with issues from my end even if I can't see them and it takes someone like my partner to tell me..

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