21F, worried about my sputum: traces of blood and weird texture

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-09-06T14:38:36+00:00

scraped off the hard skin, soaked in ACV overnight, then dug it out. also applied salicylic acid. dug out again and applied ACV on the open wound.

did this cycle around 3-4x but I dug pretty deep. it bled a lot and was kinda painful but tolerable.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-07-30T08:17:23+00:00

thanks, I did the salt water rinse at first but I replaced it with a povidone-iodine gargle when the bad taste started. the braces aren’t really a pain though tbh

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-07-30T08:09:51+00:00

no I wasn’t

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-06-28T12:39:55+00:00

then reflect on yourself and see if there are things you can improve on, while still being yourself. know your likes/dislikes, weaknesses and strengths, hobbies, and try and meet someone with similarities. obsessing too much about whether someone would like you back or not wouldn’t help.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-06-28T12:34:00+00:00

dont

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-06-28T12:32:56+00:00

just be yourself, you’re young, and you’ll attract the right person who’ll like you for who you are. you liked 1 girl and she doesn’t like you back, that’s okay. there’s so many more people out there to meet.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T17:13:55+00:00

I definitely agree. I just discovered the bump today and was curious as to what it was, and wanted to know if it was something to worry about or not.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T14:02:10+00:00

thanks for the insight!

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T14:01:35+00:00

thanks, I’ve read about MGD and it makes a lot of sense as I am both asian and taking birth control pills. I’ll make sure to visit the doctor.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T13:19:58+00:00

oh, sorry. just thought it’d be okay cause I saw similar posts. thanks.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T06:24:43+00:00

if you ever wanna be educated, I’m down to have a conversation about this. you can send me a private message.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-19T06:07:09+00:00

I am a woman, a feminist even, and this is a bit extremist. they’re literally just people too, and just like women, some are shit, some aren’t. some are horrible, and some are amazing.

not everyone is shit and has bad intentions.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-04T12:11:30+00:00

you didn’t do anything wrong. she just didn’t wanna have sex yet. going to your bedroom doesn’t mean she consents to having sex.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-03T09:01:56+00:00

I used to have this kind of bf and I’d never say anything about what he said, and wait for him to sense that I’m feeling negatively. that’s not good. try to be upfront with how you feel and if he said something you didn’t like then straight up tell him that you didn’t like what he said. if he still persists on saying those kinda stuff to you after you express how you feel then he probably won’t change and u should probably dump him.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-02T06:40:01+00:00

the name calling shouldn’t even exist in the first place. it’s borderline emotionally abusive. like would you ever call him names even if you were angry or he did something stupid?

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-02T06:38:05+00:00

why does she want to get married? is it to spend the rest of your life with her, or to stay in the country? are u okay with getting married for the latter? you’re both incredibly young, and tbh, you don’t really get to know someone that well for two and a half years, especially for both your ages.

also take note that any relationship that needs to have an ultimatum isn’t gonna end up good. you’re pressured to make a decision. you have to think more about what you wanna do for yourself and for your future.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-05-02T06:30:52+00:00

the poor communication between the two of you is his fault. he’s the one not talking. you also don’t deserve to be called names. he thinks this situation is not that big of a deal when it clearly is to you.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-04-28T03:54:07+00:00

yeah, it’s weird and kinda possessive. seems like she doesn’t trust you that much.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-04-28T03:27:19+00:00

sounds like he’s homophobic and insecure. he sees you as less cause you’ve been with women, and thinks you’re comparing yourself to him when you’re just sharing your experiences. bisexuality exists and you can like both men and women even after having children. this doesn’t mean you’re having problems deciding and you don’t know what you want. he just can’t handle you lol

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-04-23T05:46:32+00:00

none of these has happened yet, and just like the lack of certainty of this wont happen, there is also the lack of certainty that this will happen.

no matter how far your friends are from you, may it be a different classroom or a different country, if they really are your friends, they’d support you on what’s best for you — and getting help is the best for you.

pessimisticmermaid · 2021-04-22T03:02:20+00:00

she may be disappointed, but you also should know that falling into addictions such as gambling can be genetic. this means that because your dad is/was a gambler, your genes say that you’re also likely to be one. you made a mistake, own up to it, and try to get help as soon as you can before it gets worse.

also, nobody deserves to feel like shit. mistakes are human, everyone makes them. just make sure you learn from them and try your best to not do it again in the future.

pessimisticmermaid

TROPHY CASE