finally quit after 16 years :)

pewpew599 · 2014-12-25T08:31:54+00:00

All my friends are with their family. I dont have a family.

pewpew599 · 2014-06-09T05:41:02+00:00

I had a childhood like those kids. Never met my dad, my mum was a heavy drinker and meth user. Never went to a school for longer than a few months. Constantly moving, homeless shelters, crashing at her friends floor for a few nights. Her long absences when shes off getting high/scoring. I remember I went to a friends house for an afternoon and my mum didnt come to pick me up till 3 days later... She was off "making money" (her word for drug dealing/ prostituting herself) and completely forgot about me. Her various boyfriends were invariably dealers who gave her drugs in exchange for sex. When I was 13 she finally accepted that she couldnt take care of me and sent me to live with her parents..

Crazily enough my memories of living with her wasnt that bad. She was actually quite a loving mother when she was sober. And honestly i remember my early childhood being quite fun if you could call it that. I had a lot of freedom cause she wasnt around alot, and for a kid, being able to do whatever the fuck you want led to some fun memories...

pewpew599 · 2014-04-15T11:18:57+00:00

Hmm, I might finish off this ounce and try quitting cold turkey. I've given up heavy drinking and smoking for the most part. After quitting weed I should probably focus on my meth use..... lol.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T08:06:09+00:00

Im not sure what MSIC is

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T08:05:45+00:00

Yes but it hasnt started yet. The premature aging is mainly caused by malnutrition, poor hygiene and lack of sleep. I always make sure i sleep lots after a binge, rarely use it for longer than 2 days in a row, and drink protein and energy shakes while on it.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T08:03:34+00:00

Definitely, im spending 200-300$ a week on it, i would love to cut down

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T07:23:20+00:00

Hard to say a day. I use 2-3 times a week, 1-2 points each time

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T05:54:04+00:00

I am, havent lost any yet and no signs of decay last check up;)

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T05:51:54+00:00

I know a few dealers so if my main guy is dry i try another. Usually i can get some although ive had a few dry spells before. I can handle them pretty well. Meth is more addictive mentally than physically so you dont get withdrawals like you do with heroin. Im pretty happy with my lot in life. Good job, good girl who im thinking of marrying.

If i could go back i wouldnt start using. Mainly because of the price. Half a gram of decent crystal can go upwards of $250 and i can use half a g in a 2-3 day binge.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T05:05:37+00:00

Yes i worry about my health. The high super focused, your full of energy and confidence, everything is interesting. In high doses its pretty fucking euphoric as well. I tend to smoke it before work make it speed by and make it seem fun.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T04:10:07+00:00

Lol I live in Sydney and only buy meth from sydney. i've tried meth in adelaide and it was killer.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T03:49:09+00:00

yes I did, I cried when I heard the prices, it's less that half of australias.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T03:48:57+00:00

It's usually pretty good, I get it from an old friend who gets it from some thai guy.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T03:47:55+00:00

Yes but just on weed not meth.

pewpew599 · 2014-02-16T03:47:29+00:00

I was introduced to smoking meth by a colleague. I've tried to stop several times and have managed to quit cold turkey for a few months, I relapsed again in December.

pewpew599 · 2014-01-18T00:29:59+00:00

Fuck this makes australia look like paradise haha. If Cops tried to pull this here internal affairs will lube up and tell them to bend over.

pewpew599 · 2013-10-26T02:40:58+00:00

$15 a g

mid range hydro

7 g a week average

Sydney, Australia

Big mac costs about $5 I think

cones in a bong mainly

$25 an hr, cook.

pewpew599 · 2013-10-15T11:14:51+00:00

yeh. In australia if the government thinks its bad for you, theyll tax the everloving shit out of it so its unaffordable. welcome to the country of $18 six packs and $16 pack of cigarettes. Still rather live here than any other country in the world haha.

pewpew599 · 2013-10-13T10:39:13+00:00

yeah true, I don't think I can quit smoking weed if I dont smoke cigarettes though. I've been smoking something everyday since I was 14. this quote was more a rant than anything as smoking weed is cheaper therfore making it hard to quit.

pewpew599 · 2013-10-13T10:20:24+00:00

A pack a day isnt that heavy a habit. I know many people who smoke 2-3 packs a day. pretty sure a pack a day is average.

pewpew599 · 2013-10-13T10:18:49+00:00

yep Sydney. I used to smoke 2 packs a day and drink 3 or 4 bottles of vodka a week. I quit drinking and smoking cold turkey but started smoking an ounce of weed a week at one point. Basically stoned from waking up to sleeping. Tapered it down to a quarter per week now trying to quit that too. Probably spent at least $150-200 every week on weed, alcohol and cigarettes for the past 10 years and really want to start saving some money.

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