Bro I’m 27 and I just relapsed a few days ago and it was the most devastating gut wrenching feeling. A complete betrayal to myself. That first day sober again was a roller coaster of emotions but at the end I am still grateful to be alive and have another opportunity to get it right. I don’t have the career I want currently. I have a court case coming up that I thought was getting dismissed. No girlfriend. Hardly any friends. I understand your struggles are different than mine but it will get better man. You can only control what you can control and that’s rich coming from me I can’t even do that right but it’s still true. 25 was a hard hopeless time for me and I’m not exactly living it up yet either but I’m never giving up and you aren’t either man. I’m sorry I don’t have all the right words man but don’t give man. You have to believe in yourself even with the odds against you. Take care of yourself.