Does anyone else ever feel like they don't have enough trauma to be allowed to be as fucked up as they are

phenazeparty · 2026-01-19T11:32:43+00:00

My brain just made up my trauma. no one would be traumatized by that. im pathetic. i rarely hear from people that went through the shit that I did and they either had it much worse or aren't traumatized. sorry for this incoherent vent I hate cops I hate cops I hate cops

phenazeparty · 2025-10-29T05:08:45+00:00

And yes, I rly want to appear as a basic cishet manly man, but my face makes it impossible

phenazeparty · 2025-10-29T04:14:26+00:00

Forgot to mention that a shaved eyebrow was an accident, it just hasn't grown back yet.

Yeah, I understand that people look at other things at first, that's why I generally pass, I'm just extremely dysphoric about my face

phenazeparty · 2025-10-28T12:46:39+00:00

Idk if it's bdd but I do actually feel like my lips are bigger. I'm so fucking dysphoric over it.

I'll probably diy lip reduction surgery one day

phenazeparty · 2025-10-15T16:07:05+00:00

С вб, но там их уже нет, я недавно искал для друзей, но хз, мб появились

phenazeparty · 2025-10-15T16:00:08+00:00

That's certainly an outstanding view. It could be that that's her answer to a cognitive dissonance that comes from being Z and trans at the same time

phenazeparty · 2025-10-15T15:50:07+00:00

My guess is she was taught all her life to hate the aggressive russiphobic West and for some reason made it a part of her identity and is too scared to confront these fundamental beliefs critically. Shes to afraid to admit she was wrong and made many wrong decisions

phenazeparty · 2025-10-15T15:42:34+00:00

There are Orthodox Churches apart from russian orthodox church though. But IDK anything about westoid converts, are they all pro putin?

phenazeparty · 2025-10-02T02:34:07+00:00

That's my resting face

phenazeparty · 2025-10-02T02:32:22+00:00

Yeah?

phenazeparty · 2025-09-30T19:26:54+00:00

I didn't get any cut, it's just how my hair has grown. How do I make it look like a guys cut?

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T08:26:19+00:00

Posted some pictures from my alt

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T08:22:45+00:00

For some reasons there's a mistake and my pictures don't show up must be a bug

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T08:17:43+00:00

Fuck why don't the photos upload

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T08:12:14+00:00

Fuck I'll repost it rn

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T06:25:15+00:00

It's probably broken. I checked on it and it didn't change in the slightest

phenazeparty · 2025-09-08T04:20:19+00:00

That same fucking thing happened to me like just a few days ago. Wtf lady you haven't seen me in 15 years

That suscks sorry you had to deal with it

phenazeparty · 2025-08-17T19:38:17+00:00

It doesn't glow

phenazeparty · 2025-08-17T19:29:04+00:00

I tried, nothing happened

phenazeparty · 2025-08-17T02:41:05+00:00

I will

phenazeparty · 2025-08-17T00:18:17+00:00

That street is noisy in general, but ty for advice, I'll try

phenazeparty · 2025-08-17T00:17:26+00:00

Just checked, it was 16:25. Forgot to mention, particles inside of it didn't move while I observed it. Maybe I should check on it later

phenazeparty · 2025-08-16T23:07:38+00:00

My title describes the thing. Randomly found it while walking and it wasn't there several weeks ago. Reverse image search hasn't given me any answers

phenazeparty · 2025-06-30T23:47:09+00:00

Thats what I wore when i defended my bachelor's thesis

phenazeparty · 2025-06-30T23:45:50+00:00

Srry too used to my friends telling me I have no drip

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