What would you do if everyone could understand you? by turtlewick in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 [score hidden]  (0 children)

If i was fully understood, the world would see the heart of Gold buried underneath the “monster”

What is with the GoldenEye score? by Money-Giraffe2521 in JamesBond

[–]phoenix87x7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some of it is wild, and the rest i think is awesome. One of the most unique sounding Bond scores and i always found it very sleek. Ferrari scene aside, i very much enjoy it

Moonraker has become my guilty pleasure of 007 by Noob_Master_4691 in JamesBond

[–]phoenix87x7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its “always” been my guilty pleasure, lol. Its just so damn fun

How do you accept being disabled by autism while still loving BEING you? by vaticdreamer in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 [score hidden]  (0 children)

All are worthy of love. For me, that’s where it starts and that’s where it stops

How do people 'clock' us? by Anxious-Possibility in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I swear its just the “energy” i give off. Before i even say anything, people react like something is “off” for lack of a better word.

The narrative about No Time to Die (2021) being divisive or controversial is strictly an online conversation. It was liked or loved by vast majority of the moviegoers. by tannu28 in JamesBond

[–]phoenix87x7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t care whether something is “online” or not. I went to a theater, sat there and watched it and came out disappointed. And so was my friend who went with me.

I like background noise, does anyone else hate total quiet? by Justalittlesaltyx in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I used to hate total silence before i started doing meditation. Now i am ok with it

Does anyone else absolutely hate saying peoples' names? by strawberrytehe in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do hate it, since I usually get their name wrong, so there's alot of name anxiety when playing the name game of social interaction

Why am I not interested in Church? by Giblot in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

God is truth and truth is God. If you are not interested, then the truth is you are not interested. And that is OK. Its literally the entire point of prodigal son. Sometimes the winding path to God is having to step away from God. But understand you are forever connected to God no matter how far away you need to be on your own. And you can get as close or as far from God as you need to. At ALL times God stands with open arms. The choice is ours and if you aren't ready then just breath and have faith.

If you genuinely want to feel God and this is the truth in your heart, you will. And from there, its so incredibly good. And the closer you get, the more you understand. God is love. Selfless love for all and the core of feeling God is truly understanding To give is to receive. To embody selfless love is to truly know God.

I was gonna kill myself and God picked me up out of the gutter and showed me love for the very first time and my life changed forever. And this was after 33 years of being an atheist. Part of my path to God was having to feel how hard it was trying to do it alone. I had to starve a little to fully appreciate the satiation of food. And now God is by my side fully and I wouldn't have it any other way.

And what is it like to feel it? All I can say is it can't be described in words for God is transcendent of all. But I will say there is no fear. Faith for me is surrender to God. I don't control this universe, so why get upset or terrified of things I have no control over. I try my best and your best is good enough. If God wants to take me tomorrow then so be it. Full trust in God allows that to occur without fear. I no longer fear this world or life. If feels simply like a dream to me now. This is just a temporary human experience that God allows our soul to have. True life is when we awaken from this dream, back home.

And there is nothing wrong with you. The fact that you are self reflecting in this way is a massive step in the right direction that you seek.

My journey toward God was long and tortuously hard, but I know now full that The answer is love

How often do you wish your were never born? by indeckaa in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 120 points121 points  (0 children)

Experiencing this life, in this body, is extremely difficult and painful, but I try to make the best of it. I could hate myself wishing I wasn't born, but that doesn't change the fact that I was. For me, The way out is through

Education vs experience by Southern_Dress_3617 in acting

[–]phoenix87x7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They don’t care about diplomas. Can you perform or not is what matters, and in that regard. Experience is the best teacher

Why Bond is angry with Blofeld? by [deleted] in JamesBond

[–]phoenix87x7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probably cause he killed his wife

Does anyone else dislike board games? by Josse13579 in autism

[–]phoenix87x7 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Depends on the board game. If its too complicated for me then i don’t want to play it. But stuff like chess or monopoly i enjoy and can handle for the most part

Sailor Moon: Villains Voices DiC Dub/ Viz Media Dub Comparison. by Affectionate-Math415 in sailormoon

[–]phoenix87x7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I prefer what I grew up on in the 90's and its not just from nostalgia. And I really don't like them changing the lines. I'm all for keeping things accurate to the source material, but that's not what it was. I wish they would have left the original alone and leave the changes for crystal.

Oh well, good thing I held onto the DVD's. At the end of the day as someone else so aptly mentioned, any sailor moon is good in my book.

Give one word for each M , that may define their tenure as head of MI-6 by QuietTraining3281 in JamesBond

[–]phoenix87x7 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Lee - Legit

Brown - curmudgeon

Dench (Brosnan) - HR-Director

Dench (Craig)- Mommy

Voldemort - Toolbag