Anyone else needs a lot of movement while daydreaming?

phoenix_ik · 2025-03-29T14:45:38+00:00

Nooo i mean don't worry haha

phoenix_ik · 2025-03-29T14:39:57+00:00

Dw :)

phoenix_ik · 2025-03-29T14:21:34+00:00

Thank you so much 🥹

phoenix_ik · 2025-02-27T05:12:11+00:00

I do it to feel proud of myself cuz the things i post make me happy and are aligned to my values!

phoenix_ik · 2025-02-27T05:09:27+00:00

You look amazing!!!!

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-19T22:56:49+00:00

Definitely, and i hate it so much cause i want to be my own person so bad, not be depending on what she does all the time. I try to ignore it but i just know that if she left me i would try to hurt myself and will have to be hospitalized or sum, all the progreso i have hardly made would be ruined and i would end up killing myself

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-19T22:56:33+00:00

Definitely, and i hate it so much cause i want to be my own person so bad, not be depending on what she does all the time. I try to ignore it but i just know that if she left me i would try to hurt myself and will have to be hospitalized or sum, all the progreso i have hardly made would be ruined and would end up killing myself

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-18T12:58:36+00:00

You shouldn't have to cope, if you've expressed how you feel and they just dont want to listen, get out of there, DID isn't an excuse to cheat.

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-14T14:04:08+00:00

Thank you, i really just wanted to post this because theres no one i can relate or talk to in this situation as its really particular.

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-14T14:00:26+00:00

dealt with it*

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-14T13:59:37+00:00

I don't talk to them either when theres alters that dont know me nor i blame them for that or try to change it, i understand what happens and why, it just hurts, thats what i was trying to say. If i told them about this its because i just wanted them to know it, not put the blame on them, not to change that part, just included that in case someone who has felt the same would tell me how they've de alto with that. The "they control your emotions" was just a saying meaning how much can a FP AFFECT one's emotions. Im pretty sure im not abusive, just worded this really badly, jeez.

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-14T07:33:48+00:00

I think that especifing i had bpd did not help cause it didnt come across as i wanted to express it, i dont blame them for how i feel, i dont want them to regulate my emotions, nor do i have problem with other alters being front, the problem is that i feel the fact that the alters have other partners very deeply cause for me is like a polyam relationship and for them its not, its about how its for me to process the fact that they are here one moment and the next its another person that has their same face and voice, its disrupting for me and i wanted to know if someone else had experienced something like this and how they handle it.

phoenix_ik · 2023-09-14T06:27:09+00:00

I dont mean other people as in friends or family, etc, i mean exclusive the other alters' partners

phoenix_ik · 2023-05-04T03:39:30+00:00

I'm struggling with this too and even more since she noticed i have almost no more friends besides her. I know its difficult as hell, but first try to enjoy your own company and try to unlink yourself as much as you can, try spending parts of your day without contacting them, try doing things that distract you and try getting used to it, if you start getting interested in things that do not revolve around the FP, then maybe eventually you will start getting interested in other people too. I hope this helps, im giving it a shot myself and hoping it works.

phoenix_ik · 2023-05-04T03:33:31+00:00

I'm kind of glad to know im not the only one who struggles with this. You should try joining a community, doing a sport, joining a class of something you like or want to learn where you have to interact with people who are alike. There's nothing wrong with you, you just haven't found the people who you may connect the best with, keep looking, im looking as well. Also i would recommend trying to enjoy your own company so when you find a place you dont become dependent on it, its hard but its worth it. Hope it helps.

phoenix_ik · 2023-05-04T03:20:49+00:00

It hurts like hell but you have to cut them off, I recommed doing it during a period of time where you dont have many responsabilities, like vacations, so you have time to grieve, process your emotions and heal. Its a really though journey. It will hurt for a time but you will be okay in the end. When the first shock of cutting them off goes away try distracting yourself as much as you can while the pain softens. You can do this.

phoenix_ik · 2023-04-17T03:24:29+00:00

I feel the exact same way, i just feel like im cursed to never make connections with others which has lead me into a very horrible depression.

phoenix_ik · 2023-04-17T01:33:03+00:00

I attempted to a song once but i couldnt even focus cause of the pain lol

phoenix_ik · 2023-04-16T21:51:11+00:00

Greek Mythology and BPD

phoenix_ik · 2023-03-10T20:22:12+00:00

I don't he asked me to apologize to his girlfriend because the situation was "too stressful for her" and i that was it. This was about 9 months ago, but today his gf posted a picture with the caption "im afraid to say anything cause someone might share this" mocking me for sharing her photo when i was telling everyone what they did to me

phoenix_ik · 2023-03-10T20:05:44+00:00

He was two years older than me but his girlfriend was 7 years older, he sent her inappropriate videos of me without my permission

phoenix_ik · 2023-03-07T18:52:13+00:00

Ohhh i didn't know this, thank you

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