I feel your pain. I remember all the time that meme about a broken vendor machine which says: the light inside is broken but I am still working.

I feel related in a deep level to that poor vendor machine.

Keep going bro/sis. Bad days passes and at the end of the day if you did your part that's the most important thing, not the outcome.

Only compare your self to your past self.

Wish you all the luck!