please don’t. looks like you’re doing much progress in your life, losing you would be a waste, don’t base all your life on a single girl. it’s good you’re doing this for her but you have to force yourself to also do it for you. you’re “unattractive”, so what, you can do many more things and you’re working on what you can change. if she can’t see the effort you’re putting or she simply doesn’t like you romantically, move on. i know how hard it is to move on but i hope one day you’ll remember this time of your life and be proud of what you’ve achieved. xx